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blythe tag : xxxx

2008-12-27T19:37:00.000-08:00

อ่านกติกาก่อนนะ
1.ส่งคำถามให้เพื่อนในมัลติพลายอีก 3 คน (ทีละน้อยๆ จะได้ส่งต่อกันเยอะๆ) (ไปโพสที่ guest book หน้าบ้านด้วย)
2.คนที่ได้รับ Tag ก๊อปคำถาม ไปเปลี่ยนคำตอบให้เป็นของตัวเอง
3.ส่งคำถาม โดยระบุว่า Tag ใครไปอีก 3 คน
4.โพส Blog ขึ้นหัวข้อว่า " Blyhte tag:xxxx"

35 คำถามในโลกของคนเล่นไบล์ท@ มัลติพลาย

1.ชื่อในมัลติพลายของคุณมีที่มาอย่างไร

- เดียเอามาจาก blog ของเดียคะ เดียชอลกุหลาบ สีชมพุ ลูกไม้ อาไรเงี้ย

2.แล้วชื่อเล่นจริงๆของคุณล่ะ

ตอบ เดีย จะ deer หรือ dear ก้ได้

3.อายุอ่ะ บอกหน่อยน๊าา
ตอบ 17 ปีหน้า เเต่ตัวไปไกลกว่านั้นเเล้ว

4.เกิดวันอะไรเหรอ จะไปให้หมอกฤษณ์คอนเฟิร์ม อิอิ
ตอบ วันอาทิตย์

5.เรียน ที่ไหน คณะอะไร / ทำงานอะไร
ตอบ ตอนนี้เรียนที่สิงค์โปคะ

6.คุณชอบสีไร
ตอบ ชอบสีชมพูหวานๆ กับ สีน้ำตาล

7.คุณเป็นคนยังไง ตอบมาดีๆนะ
ตอบ เปนเด๊กโข่ง เเต่งตัวเเก่ ติงต๊อง บ้าบอ ขี้เหม่อ เเต่ถ้า ซีเรียสก้อเเบบ เครียดเรย อย่ามาพุดด้วย ประมานนั้น

8.ดอกไม้ที่คู่ควรกับผู้หญิงอย่างคุณน่ะ

ตอบ ชอบดอกกุหลาบสีเเดง

9.ชอบฟังเพลงแนวไหน
ตอบ ชอบ indies, blues คลาสิเคิลก้อชอบเพราะเล่นทรัมเปด

9.ชอบดูหนังแนวไหน
ตอบ ชอบดู romantic comedy

10.ชอบเที่ยวที่ไหน ภูเขา ทะเล บลาๆ
ตอบ ชอบเที่ยวทะเลมากกว่า สวย ชอบเหม่อที่ทะเล ไม่รุทำไม

11. มีสัตว์เลี้ยงไม๊ ชื่ออะไรบ้าง
ตอบ ที่บ้านเลี้ยง poodle ชื่อ ริชชี่ กะหมาที่อาขับรถชน ชื่อ เฮง

12.คุณรู้จักไบล์ทจากใคร..เมื่อไหร่...ที่ไหน...อย่างไร

ตอบ จากพี่ลิน เเล้วหลังจากนั้นปีหนึ่งโกวหน่อยก้อซื้อให้วันเกิด ขอบคุนนะค้า รักสุดๆ

13.ชอบจับลูกๆ แต่งตัวสไตล์ไหน (คือมีลูกหลายสไตล์เข้าใจ แต่เอาแบบที่ชอบจริงๆ ดูทีไรมันน่าร๊ากก)

ตอบ ยังไงก้อได้ น่ารักเปนพอ

14.สมมุติ พรุ่งนี้เป็นวันหยุดของคุณ ไม่ต้องไปไหน ไม่ต้องทำไร คุณ...จะทำอะไร
ตอบ นอน ออกไปดุหนัง อยุกะที่บ้าน

15.คุณเข้ามัลติพลายวันละกี่ครั้ง ตอนไหนบ้าง
ตอบ ก้อเข้ามาเชคทุกวัน เเต่เข้ามาก้อเเค่มาอัปรุป ส่วนใหย่เล่น blog and friendster

16.เพื่อนคนไหนที่คุณปลื้มเค้าที่สุดในมัลติพลาย

ตอบ พี่ลินมั้ง ไม่ค่อยมีเพื่อน ฮ่าๆๆๆ ไม่มีใครคบ

17.ไบล์ทในฝันของคุณคือ?
ตอบ ,mondrian กับ milk สุดๆเเร้ว

18.การ์ตูนเรื่องโปรดของคุณสมัยเด็กๆ (สมัยโตๆก็ได้)
ตอบ ชอบเจ้าหญิงนิทรา ตอนนี้ก้อยังชอบอยุ

19.เล่ากิจกรรมทั่วไปหนึ่งวันให้ฟังหน่อย
ตอบ ตื่นบ่าย กินข้าว เล่นคอม ดุสารคดี ดุหนัง กิน เล่นคอม คุยโทสับ นอน

20.ตัวมีแฟนอ่ะยัง..หรือมากกว่า แฟน เอ๊ะๆ อิอิๆง
ตอบ หาไม่เจอ ตายไปเเร้วมั้ง

21 ที่บ้านคุณ พูดถึงลูกสาวของคุณอย่างไร (เพื่อน,ครอบครัว)
ตอบ ป่าป๊าบอกไร้สาระ เเต่ม่าม้าชอบบบบ กะลังเเหนะเเหน ให้ซื้ออีกตัวให้

22.ของที่เห็นแล้วต้องซื้อ อดไม่ได้เลย เกี่ยวกับ ไบล์ท

ตอบ เสื้อผ้า รองเท้าน่ารักๆ

23.ของที่แพงที่สุดที่เคยซื้อให้ลูกไบล์ทของคุณ
ตอบ ชุดตุ๊กตา

24.ไบล์ทตัวถัดไปที่คุณหมายปองไว้...(อิอิ)

ตอบ ตอนเเรกอยากได้ Q p0t เเต่ตอนนี้ยังดุๆก่อน เเพงงงง

25.หากจุงโกะ(ผู้ผลิตไบล์ท) เข้าใจภาษาไทย มาเมืองไทย คุณจะคุยอะไรกับเค้า

ตอบ ลดราคาหน่อยสิคะ

26.ให้ออกแบบไบล์ทเอง ที่จะผลิตมาขายทั่วโลกคุณอยากให้เป็นแบบไหน
ตอบ เอาเเบบหน้าเหมิอนตัวเอง ฮ๋าๆๆๆๆๆ

27.ความลับ สิ่งที่คุณแอบทำไว้กับน้อง..แล้วอยากขอโทษ บอกมาซะดีๆ

ตอบ เอาน้องใส่ไว้ในกระเป๋าเเร้วกลับบ้านดึก ง่วง ทิ้งกระเป๋าลงบนพื่นดื้อๆเรย สงสานน้องอยุถึงทุกวันนี้

28.หากโลกนี้ไม่มีไบล์ท ตอนนี้ คุณคิดว่าคุณจะเล่น หรือทำอะไรอยู่
ตอบ เล่นบาร์บี้

29.รักลูกคนไหนที่สุด บอกมาซะดีๆ (ไม่เป็นไร เราจะไม่ไปบอกลูกคุณหรอก) เอาเลิฟๆ พาไปไหนบ่อยสุดก็ได้
ตอบ รักเบอกิ้นดิ เเต่เเอบมีใจให้ลุกคนอื่น

30.ขอดูรูปคุณหน่อยสิ เผื่อเราเจอกันจะได้รู้ไง ว่าคนไหน..น่ารักแค่ไหน (ยิ้มสวยๆนะ)
ตอบ

ไปดุที่ photos ปะ

31.ตอนนี้นึกชื่อคนที่คุณจะส่ง Tag ไปให้เค้าหรือยัง ใครบ้างว่ามาซิ
ตอบ ใครดีง่ะโดนกันไปหมดแล้วหนิ เอางงี้ ใครก้อได้ อยากทำก้อมาเรย

32.ขอเหตุผลหน่อยสิทำไมต้อง 3 คนนี้
ตอบ

33.คุณคิดว่า 3 คนนั้นจะรู้สึกยังไง
ตอบ

34.คุณคิดยังไงกับคนที่ ส่ง Tag นี้มาให้คุณ
ตอบ ไม่คิดไง ฮ่าๆๆๆๆๆ

35.สุดท้าย รู้สึกยังไงที่ต้องมานั่งตอบคำถามพวกนี้อ่ะ
ตอบ สนุกดี ชอบทำอยุเเร้วใน blog

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2008-11-05T17:08:00.000-08:00

my date with V got canceled due to her boss called up last minute for work at haji.
rewatch Gossip Girl for the entire seasons. i cant wait for the next episode. and so do Lipstick Jungle.

better be ignore than tortured, right ?
- Jenny

2007-05-14T07:56:00.001-07:00

Exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-13T06:16:00.001-07:00

2007-05-12T08:56:00.000-07:00

Haiz....

Anw,
sorrie if anione was felt aniting bout my last post...
It was reali not a mocking session.
Not meant to hurt anione....
Jus an immature teenage guy relieving his stress...

Or shd i say emo?
emo....
Wat a joke....

Talking bout myself again...

IM EMO

2007-05-12T08:40:00.001-07:00

Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed, you share with me.
This night is wild, so calm and dull,
these hearts they race from self control.
Your legs are smooth as they graze mine,
we're doing fine, we're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelry,
which ever you prefer.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it

Just now had yee teng bdae party....
Yeah....
cool?

It kinda was lah...

haha!
Bought cake...
Kah yen bought it using her money first...
So rich!
yea.
choc cake....

Early morning got redy aredi...
Went to cwp wif a heavy heart....

Haiz...
Arguments...
and i was like still emo
since ytd lah....

I AM EMO
*proud to be an emo although ppl see me as a poser*
(who the hell even admits tat he is emo?)
(i am whack)
yea, i am emo.
hate me if u want.
its just me.

Yea watever....

Aniwae met Jingtong first...
I was like suppressing the emo lah...
Force myself to smile.
Its Yee teng bdae leh.

So must be in my best hapi mood...
well, atleast just look hapi lah.

The party was nice lah...
Decent party!
BUt not sure if yongtau was enjoying...
Soorie yt if the party was not tat perfect...

played lots.
sweat lots...
So smelly!

Haiz....
Still emo....
emotional.........

coz sumone said sumtin like....
I dun noe the exact words....
But the 'idea' is there...

"Im beginning to not like emo ppl"

Sumtin like tat....
sorrie if it kinda reflected harsher...
im reali not mocking you...
seriousli.

So i answered lor....

"Den don't hang around wif them lor"
the 'them' also refers to me
*emo*

of coz sad lah.
Abit angry oso... (but tats not the point)
Its like i was told straight in the face
tat i am being hated.
And i hate being hated.
but i jus shut up oni....
wat can i do?
Feel so useless.
Hate myself....
Hey...

Dun get me wrong lah.
I reali dun like to talk straight to the point or in-your-face.
So i reali wont talk back much or start arguments.
But sumtimes i do it unknowingli....
Always hv to beat around the bush....
its jus me.
Good or bad?
I guess it kinda both lah....
Still,
Hate myself

gosh...
Of coz i wont blame tat person lah....
Emo ppl are kinda pain in the ass aniwae....
Hv to admit tat....
haha.
like me.
Pang sei kia...
or is it 'bang sei kia'?

Dunno lah.
u get the idea rite?

But ya...
Did feel quite bad bout myself...
Sorry lah.
im too emo leh....

Emotional.

Yeah.
Emotional.
the best word to describe.

Still feel the emo-ness now...
Shd noe by now tat
im a person who takes sumone's
comments seriousli.
Even if they are jus playing....
So i get sad over ppl comments easili.
dumb rite?
Tats jus me lah...
Hate it!!!
Shd get rid of this....
Haiz....

Im like so hate myself lah....
arghh...
tats y i gore.
Jus to feel better....
Screams and gore...
The oni things which make me feel better.
Dunno y.
mayb coz its like
shows my anger and stuff.
Ppl see me gore and thinks im crazy...

But its definiteli not....
Evrythin has their own specific reason for
being present in this world rite?
So does screams and gore in a song.

I hate myself....

MISERable...

2007-05-11T08:44:00.001-07:00

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

Tonight will change our lives
It's so good to be by your side
But we'll cry
We won't give up the fight
We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs
And they'll think it's just cause we're young
And we'll feel so alive

I feel so emo now.......

Dunno y....

I suddenly jus thought of my name....
Tormimi
Tormimiiiiiiiii.....

yesh...
9 'i's at the back.
Total 'i's: 10

Sad seh...
Ya.
Usuali ppl will ask...
"eh! ur name reali got 9 i's ar? WHY ar?"

My normal answer (pissed)
"dun reali noe... I nvr ask my parents"
*Rolls eyes*
Well of course i ask b4 lah...

My normal answer (serious)
"Sorrie... Its a personal matter. Can't tell"
*sigh*
Usuali bcome so emo aftr tat....

Yeah...
U guys always complain bout ur names....
Saying tat ur name this, ur name that...
Well, jus be thkful lah...
Atleast u hv a proper name.
PROPER NAME!
Jus look at mine!

ITS NOT EVEN A NAME....

U NOE HOW MISERABLE I AM?

Even pets hv nice and proper names...
Den wat am i?
so sad lah...

Den ppl always play wif my name....
It does hurt when they play wif my name lah....
Reminds me of the past...

Wat hv I done seh?
I nvr did aniting wrong to deserve such a
name ok....
Its reali so miserable...
Den i always say tat....
"its ok, im used to ppl playing wif my name..."
*yeah rite*

Im still sad over it lor.
Its so freakin difficult to suppress
the sadness lah...
Ppl dunno the whole story den want to play wif my
damn name anihow....

*irritated*

My name is not given by parents or ani of my blood related
family members ok....
IT WAS GIVEN BY A MADMAN.
AND I AM FREAKING SERIOUS!

Of coz i wont tell u everything....
No way.

*freakin emo*

haiz....
Watever lah...

My life ruined...

The FUN!

2007-05-10T02:38:00.001-07:00

Tell me dear
How could I make this more clear
When I say this is forever
And how is that so wrong
Is it too much to ask to not be alone

So what did I do wrong
I'll take it back and start over again

Well I fall asleep with you
And I wake up alone, and unwanted
In your silence
And I wish I could destroy you
But instead I'll just adore you
And know that you were silent

Today reached home at bout 10.30am...
Wah!

Freakin boring lah!!
NUtin to do...
no study grp oso.

Wah kau...
hahaha
but if go study grp den will
crap and write nonsense on the paper again...
hahaha!!

So funni lah...

Tom = Pang Seh kia
den got joanne's mindmap...
hahaha!
And Kah yen wrote 'kaos'
hahah!

Actuali came from COWS
hahah
Get it?
Kao = Cow

hahah Lame!
*slaps self*

hahahahahah!

Anw, wanna talk bout 4E3!

hahha!
Funni class...

When the teacher,
ask anione to do sumtin rite,

like....
"plz throw the rubbish!"

or

"Sumone plz erase the board!"

or

"who is on duty today?"

or

"can sumone pull down the projector screen?"

yeah...

Den the whole class will say...

"JOB!!"

hahaha!
FYI, Job is a guy in the class...
He abit not normal lah...

ok.

He is about 75% normal
25% is Cheese.

HAHAHA! WAKWAKWAK!
Im so bad!
Im like bitching bout him lah...
*well tats wat im good at rite?*

But he good guy lah...
Im so bad!

Den if he say anything to reply our answer rite,
we will...

"uugghh....."
at him...
hahah!

Den when he go and the de thing he was supposed to rite,
like pull down the projector screen,
den we will

"woo!!!"

hahahaha!!

Weird?
hahah!

But COOL!
hahahahah!

I love 4e3!
but not when they are not serious!

Den got Qushairi....
hahaha

Always get in trouble for his hair...
I love his hair lah....
SO COOL!

And no,
Im NOT gay.
Get tat into head!
hahaha...

He kena go cut his hair quite a few times lah...
BUt end up his hair still freakin long....

DUnno y....

Den Dzafir got so disturbed...
Over Qush's hair
Becoz its always still long even when aftr goin for a hair cut...
hahahaha!
Dunno y..
So funni!!

Den got nicholas...
hahaha
Mad bout Chinese.
hahah
Last time always sing chinese songs...
and all the songs are like ancients ago...
hahahah!
So funni...
But now nvr sing aredi.
Weird!
hahaha....

Dunno hw i can say this....
Well,
Miss his songs!
hahahah...

latr when he sing i get fannoyed.
hahaha!

OK!

Enuf bout 4E3!

hahah!!!

Im like so bored now....
Tats y blog bout 4e3.....

okok....

Boredom starts...............

HERE!

OK!

*eat cookies*
*munch munch!*

*Lemon cookies!*

Wow! Nice!!
HAHAHA!

*Listening to FACEDOWN!*

*Gore!*

*wah!! Heavy gore!*

*Rah!! Freakin low gore!*

*Weah!! High-pithed gore!*

Siao.....
Facedown where got so mani gore!

hahahah!
Tom Crap!

EH!

Ever seen 'misheard lyrics?'
Go youtube and watch!
So cool!!!

Hahaha...
ANyhow interpret the lyrics!
hahaha...
But so funni lah!

*Singing this ain't a scene, its an arms race misheard lyrics style!*
*this ain't a city! Its god, dam, ass race!*

hahaha..........

SWEATY LOBSTER!!!!

*Lmao, Roflmao*

wakwakwakwak!

okok...
I seriousli gotta go b4 i go mad
becoz of this post.....

BYEBYE!!!

Woo~

2007-05-08T20:07:00.001-07:00

Trapped in the wreckage.
Surrounded by blood of the friends I lost.
I'm watching you all.
I'm trying to call out but I just can't
Provide the words that you longing for.

My soul leaving my body behind.
I'm dying just to talk to you.
Why, why this is the end of my life.
I didn't get to talk to you.

Yay!!

At home liao!

Reached home at 10am!

yeah!
Coz oni got one paper.
hah...
Social Studies....

The rest must stay...
Coz got coursework paper...
I dropped coursework....

Wonder if goin out later...

Hmmm....
Communist is cool!
hhahaha.

But Singapore cannot have communist leh.
And i prefer democracy aniwae...
Not the state owns all.

Coz got freedom of speech.

ok.........
Fine.

Not in singapore i guess.

Hey, Singapore is so
stable wat.
Complain bout wat?
Animal abuse?
Siao.

U can get food and transport aniwhere....
Not nid worry bout ur health....

So......
Anione who dun like Singapore Goverment
deserves to be hack to DEATH!

hahahaha....
Yup!

I love Singapore!
hahaha.........

So patriotic!
Tom can become the new Sun Yat-Sen!
hahaaha
I promote nationalism...
hahah
Crap......
LAME SHIT!

People who were celver but had siao ideas...
-Adolf Hitler (number one in the list! woo~)
-Stalin
-Mao Zedong
*wah... Like history lesson*
hahaha
-_-||...

-Osama
->Wonder if he reali read the Quran
(got such thing as killing people written in the Quran meh?)

Watever

2007-05-01T08:10:00.000-07:00

Drifting away....

The voice resides to
form the dust that reflects
my true former self

Its painful to be the one to say
the words of the unforgivable
sin.

It flashes its nightmare and
never returns....

Its all for you.

Wah....

5 consecutive days meet the Ex-6E leh....
so tired!

Drained all my energy seh
Wonder where i got all my energy from.....

I was like sleeping everywhere lah...
Sleep in the bus...
-goin to lib
-goin back from lib
-goin back home
-goin to sch
-goin back from sch

Must be very tired...

Anw, Mon had eng & mt paper 1....

Damn!!!
I 4got to sign off for the newsletter!
Argh!
Stupid mistake seh....

I wrote bout the one word title....

let me recall the title

Hmmm.....

Hmmm....

*thinking carefully*

OH!

its......
'Arrested'

I write like a descriptive essay....
Feelings, emotions, thoughts and stuffs....

Hopefulli get high marks
or at least B lah..

I noe I suck.
So think of the likeli possibilities first....

Anw, aftr paper i went to buy food.
at admiralty....

den went to lib meet ly....
Study study study.....

Its like 5 days study lah....
But oni 25% of wat i study can go in my head.
The rest all
become hot air....

And is released from my butt.

hahahahah...

Ytd so emo lor......

So freaking emo.
Dunno wat happen to me
until can become so emo-ed...

hahahah...

And since when the hell
did i started listening to chinese songs?
siao....

hahaha
But nice leh!

hahaha....

Thx terrance for sending me lots of songs!
hahaha!
Yeah!

Haiz!!!
Tmr no exam!
Sian lor...

Most of the other north sch finish exam next week...
But Canberra end next 2 weeks...

Whose idea is
it to end late ar?
So stupid....
SO STUPID LAH!
end so late....

*angry*
*angry angry*

Aiyah!
Wanna go slp lah!!

*so angry*

2007-04-30T11:29:00.000-07:00

There is no love....

2007-04-30T07:18:00.000-07:00

Its funni how aniting could happen
when u've lost ur control over
ur emotions....

yea....

For me.
Its sumtin tat i rather dream of then being
a reality....

But when all hopes are lost to
fight against the emotional plague.....

It becomes a disaster.
A plague that absorbs all reality
and reflects back the opposite way.......

Like eyes which could see clearli
but mouth shut tight wif no chance
of trying to help even when he
falls down the cliff....

Disaster.

Sinister.

Devious.

Cunning.

Evil.

Our Reunions.....

2007-04-28T08:35:00.000-07:00

I feel there's something here,
But I don't know.
My heart beats quicker, now...
Because of you

You're the girl with the red dress on,
You're the girl I've dreamed about...
Drifting away.
We're not alone,
just you and me, baby.

Take you home.

Freaking hectic wif the Ex-6E reunions and study groups...

hahahah........

Yeah!
I love the Ex-6E peeps...

Went to East Coast Park for the first reunion....

Gosh.
So fun seh!

hahhaa....

Met desmond at the bus stop....
So funny lah he...

Den WE all met at in front of the boots and shoes at w'lands mrt...
Everyone was like so freaking shocked when Dickson came...

Woah..
I was like...
"Who the hell iz tat huh?"

"Dickson?"

"Dickson!?"

"what!!!!!!!!?"

"Dick!"

hahahah...
weird siak....

hahahahah!
Still the same old him.

Flat top hair.
Not to mention childish.
hahaha.
No offence dick.

hahah...

So we all took a bus.
Long journey seh...
Den DICKson said...
"eh tom, u wan to play knuckle punching?"

Den he pulled his sleeves and tried to act he got big muscles.
hahahaha...

Me and desmond was like exchanging glances in disbelief lor....
hahaha...

Den dick ask...
"eh tom, u listen to wat kind of songs? Malay or English?"

so i answered. (half-heartedli)
"English lor...."

Den dick replied...
"u noe wat? I listen to Japanese songs"
"all my songs are japanese!"
"onli one chinese. And tat song is actuali japanese song translate in chinese"

Gosh...
U shd hv seen his freaking face...
Hhahaha.

I was giving him the 'do-u-think-i-care' face through out lor....
hahahahah.

And he NEVER realised it....
Me & des jus kept look at each other and bursting out laughing...
hahahahaha!!

Den we reached the place.
And went straight to eat at Mcd.

I was sitting beside dickson..

See?
Hahaha...

I told the dick story to Faranah, Joanne and Kah Yen...
hahaha...
*and im not bitching around about him ok joanne!*

hahahaha

In Mcd was like so wat lor.
hahaha...

The Chinese guys was disturbing Joanne bout Beng suan and stuffs...
hahahaha.
SO bad seh u guys...

haahahah.

Den went cycling and skating....
Dickson skated.
WAKWAKWAK!

hahaha
Sry sry.
CAnt help it lah
Sry dick.

Den Joanne was forced to share a bike wif Beng Suan..
hahaha
Wat a cute couple!
haha
sry j.

hahahahahahaha..........
Hahaha

Poor thing sia.
Kena bullied..

hahhaa

Den we went to the beach and played wif sand....

we wrote our name on the sand...

So typical....

hahahha

Den went to Burger King....

Eat again!

Dick sat beside me again...

Gosh!!!

Options:

1)Coincidence

2)Dick's a dickless GAY *sry again DICK*

3)Im too handsome *Hey i can't be. PPl say im cute. Damn. I wanna be a HUNK! NOt a ppupy!*

4)Singapore is too small *blame it on the other countries. They wont let us buy the damn sand to reclaim land!!*

Yeah...

Den we decided to went back home...

I gored and screamed...

Voices from Alesana, RJA, The Used......

Gosh....
throat pain ar!

Den Xavier came up wif a lame idea...

Den he was gonna giv a que by saying 1,2,3
den the others we supposed
to say something dumb
which wud disturb j and bs.

wakwakwak.
Hey i wasnt involved ok....

Den Kah Yen wak like...
"eh tom........ Stand beside J leh. U must protect her!'

come on man...
hahaha.
I dun think the boys dare to rape her.

ok fine.

Atleast i wont.

Den sang Linkin Park song in the tunnel...
Gores courtesy of our dear project manager, Tom.
Thank u.
save ur claps for sumone who cares.
hahaha

Den took pictures at wif an octopus.
hahahah.
A freaking gigantic one.

Cool.

Not.

My face became a silhoutte lor.....
Stupid lights.

Took the bus....
Was sitting wif kah yen intiali.

Den went take sumtin from j.
Den saw tat my sit was taken......
By my gay singing partner.
Zhaoming.

Eh eh....
Flirting eh?
hahahaha

So i sat sumwhere else.
Duh.

Den j joined.
Chat bout the past...

Fun sial...

Den saw Beng Suan.
Standing while sleeping.

Wat the f***!?

stand and sleep are a combination tat exist in freaks.
FREAKS.
French and Greek.
*as told by russell peters*

So, in mathematical terms,
Beng Suan = French & Greek

And he was like emo-ing too...
SINGING.
So 3 combinations now.

Standing, Sleeping, Singing.
S³

Man....
Talented boy...

so i reached home bout 10pm+.
or izzit 11pm+?

Watever...

Nitez guys.
Un-beauty sleep now

Homework or Teachers?

2007-04-10T04:06:00.000-07:00

wash it down, just to block out all the sound.
I never thought I'd be alone.
Well look at me now.
Oh my god there must be something,
Something to take the pain away.
And so there's nothing you can give me.
It's probably better off that way

Hey, truthfulli.

Are u stressed of school?
Think for a while.....

The stress.
Is it stress of lots of homework to be done?

or.....

Stress becoz u nvr noe wat the teachers might do
to u if u cant finish homework?

it reali reali a matter of the teachers isn't it?

Homework cant make u stress for gods sake!
Its the freaking teachers!
TEACHERS MAKE US STRESS!

We can always finish the homework over a period of time.
Even if there's lots of f***ing homework,
it's ok if there is enough time to do it rite?

And so we arent stress
bout giving lots and lots of it!
But the deadline folks.
the DEADLINE!

jus give 1 month can?

Reali, homework does nothing.
the teachers are the one who gives stress.....

Imagine....
U cant finish ur damn hmwk.
Maybe becoz ur CCA or watever takes lots of ur freakin time.
ANd u have this stupid demanding teacher (worse if its eng teacher. Tell ya ltr)

So everydae the teacher spends bout 1 period nagging and scolding.
Saying tat our work plainli sucks.
But he or she DO NOT KNOW tat his or her teaching kinda suck.
And we cant understand the point tat it is trying to convey.
Sucks.
It does.
Big time.

And so, the work is given
and we try our best to do it.
But its still not enough.

I don think its the students' fault isn't it?
I mean,
its the teachers folks?

Well, English teachers....
Quite difficult to understand some of these teachers.
Well, the teacher i noe do speak quite bad eng.
I mean, the sentence structures are messed up when it(im gonna use he or she) speak.
Its like so freaking hard to understand the kind of messed up language lah.....
And it cant reali use the right words in it's conversation lor.

Wat the hell....

So stress,

Is caused by teachers people.
Not homeworks.

2007-04-06T07:04:00.000-07:00

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserve to be alive

Hv u read todae's newspaper?

Gosh....
Orphan's are being abused leh....
In Darul Ihsan.....

Omg....
*im gonna speak malay now*

Name aje darul ihsan....
abe abuse budak kecik....
giler seh!
Melayu & Islam takde ajar buat gitu seh...
Its very ironical!!

Wat more can i say man...
This is so disappointing!

Well...
Dun wan to say aniting bout it le.

haiz........

So anw, wanna blog bout ytd.
It was sports fest!

Yea great!
Very funni tat there was sch in the morning....
Whose idea is it ar?
So dumb lor!
Morning is the best time to do sports lor...
But nw...
play sports at 2pm?
Siao ar?
The weather so hot leh....

Wat a great move done by the management!!
*sarcastic*

*duh*

My dad said,
-Must go CCAB urself? Sch nvr provide transport ar?
Why ur sch like this one?
(I agree man. Seriousli, the sch's nuts)
-Wat? Play in the afternoon? Its very hot u noe!!
(I agree (again). The sch's nuts (again))

So it started wif the 100m sprint first...
hahaha!!
Wah...
My leg was like injured lor....
so pain!!
but still hv to run lah...
Cannot disappoint the class!

Then i had to run anw....
I got third in my race.
GOsh...
I reached my limits lor.
So i reali couldn't run fast enuf .
DAMN!

Aftr the race, my legs bcame worse....
It was freakingli painful seh...
DEn Derek lend me his pain reliever spray...
Thx D! It was quite a big help!
Felt abit better...

The guys were nice lor. Hahaha...
Like my own bros like tat!
hahahaha!

Den got the 4x 100m relay...
The team was Chai huat, Jin Kang Me and Dzafir...
We got first!!
YAY!
hahaha!
Thx to Jin Kang lah...
Wow!
He run so fast seh...
Well hey, evry1 did their best!
so nice work guys!!
yea!
hahahahah..

Den it was the girls...
Fanaa, Rin, Nunu and Nina!
Hey, they tried their best honestli...
Dun be sad girls!
U did the class proud!
hahahahahah....

den the soccer guys!
Nizam, Nizal, Tash, Dzafir, Ridd & Qush...
Wah they were amazing lah...

But the field sucks lor!
THen the goal post was freaking small!!!!!!!!!

so anw,
Nizam scored the first goal!
It was a penalti...
Nizal scored the second goal!
It was another penalti...
hahaha...
They were very gd lor...
Den nizam shoot the ball...
It hit the post seh.
and the post broke...
hahahhahahaha.........

den he scored against 4E4...
wah... 4E4 beat 4T and 4N...
FAMAZING!
hahha.
FAMAZING!

But in the end, we lost to 4N3.

Wah...
Close fight man!!!!!!!!

den got the frisbee.....
wow...
freako!
so unexpected!

oh, anw, the captain ball girls got 2nd!!!
Yea!
Gd job!
hahhahahahaha...

Moving on...
So the guys frisbee... won 4N2.
Sry, Thrashed.
Won 5N...
Thrashed again.
hhahaha....

The girls won the first 2 matches...
Cant believe it!
THey won 4E4 girls...
Gosh!
hahaha
So unexpected.
Reali.
Seriousli.
Its like the 4E4 girls & guys are well respected for frisbee...

The 4E2 guys won 4E4 frisbee....
Tat was reali a turn ard in the cohort's frisbee history man...
haha....
Its like this....

4E4: Exellent technical and skill, speedy & superb attack...

4E2: Excellent Defence wall - the best, gd attack strength...

4E3: Great all-rounder, strategy based...

hahahahaha!
There u go...

continue....
while playing rite,
Jin kang's leg was close to being cramped.
Nizam's leg oso pain - same as mine.

Its like evry1 was quite injured seh...
Even 4E2...
Nikhil & Ryan was injured - both are legs...
hahah.
They played well seh...
Their class shd be proud!

Anw, 4E2,
being the best defensive class,
they reali live up to their name!
hahaha....
WOw..
their defence strategy was freaking tough to beat seh....

But at last, we won them...
hahaha....
Gd match...

For the third time...
4E3 frisbee team beats all!

hahahahahaha....

So fun seh....
And ya, the girls team was champ too!!
So proud of them!
gdgdgdgdgd.....

SO well, the whole class had their spirits up....
We reali thought tat we could sumhow win the cohort champ...
But well,
We lost...
to 4N2....
Though i hate them for winning...........
AGAIN

But hey,
Sportsmanship!
We did our best!
We lose wif honour....
hahaha!

Congrats to 4N2!
U truly are the class we look up to!
hahahaha!
kk...
enuf Tom!
hahahahaha

Yea...
Tired aredi ar...
Gtg now....
See ya!

2007-03-13T06:00:00.000-07:00

Take apart every piece of this machine,
Leave my broken body in the street,
I'll stammer drunk and hallow to your doorstep
You'll say
Don't even breathe his name
Don't you dare

One shot is all that I would need
Tonight I'll have you on your knees
I'll make you see
I'll make you believe

Muahahaha....

Hmm...
I blogged bcoz i saw the
blogtv discuss bout taxi drivers...

Anw,
I once got into
a small accident
in a taxi...
Yeah
Jus a small one...
My fam and i wanted
to go geylang tat time lor...
Dun think dirty hor....
We go there to shop..
Hari raya coming mah

Den we got into the samll accident
at SLE...
I think its SLE.

The express way was quiet jammed...
So the cars kept accelerating and stopping.
Den got this car behind my taxi...
4got to break?
Dunno lah...
Den the driver knocked to my fam taxi.

The impact not tat strong...
So no one was hurt...
At all.

Den the taxi stopped at the road shoulder....
And called for stuffs....
Den the taxi went back to the hq.
I think.
To have the taxi repaired...........

The taxi driver became lost in his deep thoughts...

poor thing....

Den me and my fam went home instead
of goin to geylang......
wakwakwak!!

yeah.
Well ......................

Tats all!
See you....................!

2007-03-09T05:07:00.000-08:00

these are my sins
these are my regrets
i want to trade them in for some truth
these are my dreams,
these are my beliefs
i want to trade them in for something real
and just let it go

Wakwakwakwakwakwak!!!
Haha...
Lets sidetrack for awhile - What happened yesterdae?

Yeah....Woke up at bout 1.30am yesterday...
Wif the most freakingli painful stomachache.......
EVER.I mean, literalli...
MOST PAINFUL.
So i went toilet lor....
3 times...
No.Make it 4 times.
Ya.
4 freaking sets of goin from my bedroom to the toilet.
Nvm., Jus think of it as Exercising.
well, I didnt take Hist and A. Maths paper...
Nvm bah..
Abit thankful for it actuali.
Haha. Ya. Even if i studied rite,
I'd probabli still fail due to...
_Too little confident_
_Nervous_
_diffecult questions_

ya....

So i waited for Ridd and Nizam to come over to
practise for mrs jacintha lim's farewell...
Dey came oh so late lor...
Wat the heck....
Den Faiz came along...
Yeah! S
o my *ORANGE* room was quite stuffy...haha
Den we practise and practise and practise....
ok bah...
Quite nice.
Quite oni...
Crapped alot... haha.

Den nizam said...
"Riduwan.... Cepat main ar!!"

Den Ridd replied...
"Main? (no, he didnt sae 'main ape')(wakwakwak) macamne nak main?
Aku nyanyi bodoh! Bodoh sak kau!"

Den I replied...
"Main ape? Macamne nak main ape?"wakwakwakwakwak...

*direct translation*

Nizam said...
"Riduwan.... Faster play lah!!"

Den Ridd replied...
"play? How to play? I sing not play lah stupid! Stupid seh u!"

Den I replied...
"Play wat? How to play wat?

*lame*
*lames*
*lames x100000*

hahaha.

Den faiz sat or my portable rocking chair...
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
He rock too wildly...
result: He fell to the back.
The rocking chair folded
It was like epok-epok (curry puff) seh
The others laughed non-stop

Freaking funni
Den after tat i went to meet at nizam's block to practise again...
It was at bout 7.30 I guess...
*see? I not lying hor Cheryl*
*i outside how to repli?*
wakwakwakwakwak

So i FINALLI got to meet nizam'scuzzie.....
He play guitar freaking pro siak.....
Wat a guy....
Den he like my guitar solo leh.
Wah... I was so happi seh....
Wth... hahaha....
Den he play solo like nobody's business....
Well he got ska band mah.
His technique so gd...I
f oni i can play like him seh.
woots...
he like ska i guess. Hoo...
gdgd. I oso like!
Den when finished playing le...
We goin all goin hm..
den he say... "Keep on playing, ur a good player"
Woah..... Tat phrase made me smile all the way home lor.
Hahahaha...
wakwakwakwak..
When reached hm, Nizam msg me...
"tmr got the councolor thing. How u goin airport?"
I swear, i felt like burning down the sch...
Cannot send her to airport leh....
But nvm bah. Its ok.

So....
Lets come back...

Jus now...yeah.
Reached sch at bout 6.10 i guess...
So early.
hahaha...
Den practise again.
Lucki 2dae no papers...
Made flowers using tissues and straws...
U noe who teach?
Rudy. Wah... He showed some feminine side of his.
wakwakwak. But he do quite well leh.
Fast forward: the performance
wah...
Freaking dookie...
The mic suck lor...
Call urself 'IT' sch....
but the mic suck..reali.
My solo cannot hear, den my vocals cant reali hear oso sumore.
It was the mic lor.
Anw, i dont noe how mani screw ups we did...
hahah. So many!!!
But den, being a professional like me, *ahem ahem*
So we did lots of professional cover ups lah...

Mission accomplished!!
Yay! Hahahahahaha. yeah yeah yeah!
Hope evryone likes the performance!!!

Haiz....
But still so sad... Coz cannot send her to airport....
Haiz haiz haiz haiz.....
aiyah...
Goin le... Stay care of urself ppl...
whenever ur down, jus think of the orange freak!!

2007-03-02T07:37:00.000-08:00

You're graceful, your grace falls,
down around me in my eyes.
You're lovely, your love leaves,
So easily in my eyes.

I thought that this would never end,
things were so clear but they fell through.
High hopes of problems never failed,
thinking of the best...

Todae...
Quite a fun day leh....
haha.
Anywae, Im taking part in
Frisbee, 100m relay, 100m sprint
and Long Jump....
Wah....
haha.
Same like last year lor..
Just tat i not taking part in street soccer.
Coz the people playing all good aredi mah...
Like Nizal, Nizam, tashy and Dzafir...
haha.
Yeah!
Haha. Confirm win le.
haha.

den for frisbee....
wah...
The team got super players lor...
haha
Yeah...
Like the Jinkang, ridd and....
The best interceptor....
ME!
Haha.... Hey don laugh hor..
I may b blur...
But still a gd frisbee player lor.
haha. kk. fine.

Aniwae after sch rite, me, naw, faiz and zam made a ridiculous video...
Haha.. Laugh my pants off
aftr watching the crappy vid...
Haha. Reali very dumb lor... Like...
MISSION: IMPOSSIBLE
Haha. So funni... Ask zam if wanna see the vid bah...
haha. so dumb..

Anywae, todae trained the sec 1s again.
Drill lor....
Wah... Train until siao. Haha.
Now dey very gd le.
Maybe even betta den sum of the seniors.
Not bad... can march oso...
who train ar?
haha.Zam & Me lor...
So gd... haha.

Watever.
Wanna go slp le...
Gddy Nite ppl!!

2007-02-25T04:55:00.000-08:00

Lets jus please walk away
Our deeds are not the same
without real courage over mind and body
Instead we live to be the sane
sad and lonely

I'll wait for u
You'll wait for death
Given the sound of your
biting harmonies and
crashing chords...
We'll wait....

Hello ppl...
Yesterdae went out....
Wif dear, Nizam and his dear.

Watch epic movie...

I tell u...
Its the crappiest movie I've ever seen.
Crappier than the stupid 'Kung-pow: Enter the fist'
Haha.
Its so damn crap lah...
Haha.
Reali...
Its like scary movie...
So lame and stupid...
I think its called slapstick movie.
Rite?
Quite disgusting oso...
haha.

den went to the flea market.
So boring seh the market...
No CD shops like the last time i went.
Den dear bought a small cat ring..
haha
funni ring
wah?
wah? wah?
wah? wah? wah?
wah? wah? wah? wah?

kk
Enuf enuf...
Haha.
There was chingay yesterdae oso seh.....
Wanted to watch it.
But got so many ppl!!
Den i dun hv the tickets oso...
Freak.
anw, N & C
went hm by tat time....

Left me and her to walk ard....
So we decided to go...
VIVOCITY!
yeah..
I searched for my favourite chocs lor...
Dun hv...
So difficult to find!
We jus walk walk over there.
Went to The Promenade...
And the roof oso...
So damn cool lah...
LIke walking under the stars...
well, obviousli.
We are under the stars everytime wat.
talk ltr lah....
lazy to blog nw...

2007-02-23T07:39:00.000-08:00

The visions that I've seen have left me torn
between the resurrection and the prophecy unborn
I think that I will document the fall
and say I hate to say it,
but I told you all

See the Fake, everyday shaking hands of men, promising the end
Hear Him Speak of all the things that we need to hear, to adhere.

Yeah...
So todae was a normal day....

Or is it?

Muahmuahmuah
*evil*

haha.

Well todae went out for recess earli.
Coz there was a small party.
Our generous form teacher (Mr Tan lor)
treat us to PIZZA!!!
*said PIZZA!! like Fikri*
haha
Yeah!
Thx Mdm Bawani!
So Rayner locked the 2 doors...
haha
yeah!!! x2
Den I ate the pizza near the windows.
haha.
Let the others smell the oh so cheesy pizza!
Well, i dun like cheese!!
Wah..
Mr Tan so generous leh...
But i guess he nt married yet.
Tats y.
If he iz....
Den no more presents and treats lor....

Oh ya...
i 4got...

Hey Mr Dinesh, so sorry bout yesterdae ar...
Me and nizam went to see u late...
I totali 4got leh..
Wat a bad councilor.
haha.
Luckili u nt veri angri at us..
haha.
Thx hor!!

*back to todae*

So after sch went to mosque...
so freaking hot!!
butt burns.
haha.

Den went back to sch...
Got band lor....
While the band was jus starting,
nizam told me to follow him find other band members if
they r still in sch.
So otw, we went to the carpark.......
it was quite messy and stuff lah.
So its the drum major and drill ic to the rescue lor...

haha.
Was i tat fierce?
Haha.
No way... Im not tat fierce rite?
Am i?
Nizam way fiercer den me lor...
he siao.
Haha.
But nice person - coz he treat some ppl.
Haha.
My 'grp' was taught the kanan kiri pusing...
Wah...
Wats so difficult? Its reali easy lah....
Nvm... Next time bah.
Must improve hor u all...

Den play the sunrise and flight of valor after tat...
Haha. I cant get bored playing the piece unless
Mr Lee have to teach the other sections which causes
SLOW PROGRESS!!

Haha.
kk. Den went off frm band earlier.
Got councilor duties mah..
haha. Den i heard laughs when Mr Adam gave his speech...
haha. Wow. He probabli brushed up on his humour...
HAHA...

Aiyah wanna go off le.....
Bye Bye!!!!!!

2007-02-08T05:54:00.000-08:00

This is my line, this is eternal
How did I ever end up here?
Discarnate, preternatural
My prayers to disappear
Absent of grace, marked as infernal
Ungranted in dead time left me disowned
To this nature, so unnatural
I remain alone

Wow long time nvr blog....
leave my blog to rot?

Nvm.....

Anw, wanna talk bout the X-country trial run.
Wah.....
tak bleh tahan seh....
And i was walking the whole time
wif nizam and faiz coz we were
the last man.
SO fortunately, we no need 2 run!
Yay!
I lazy to run anw....
So b4 goin to the place, me & the 2 guys waited under Mr Dinesh block.

To wait 4 him lor...
Wah...
He quite slow....
haha.
But anw, we separated aftr tat.
Me and niz took a taxi to the macritchie...

When we reached there,
everybodi was like looking at us lor....
Bcoz everyone was there aredi.
haha.

Mr Dinesh...
Sitting at the small shelter....
Wif other teachers...
I dun think he even walked lor.
Haiz.....
Mr Dinesh, lets exercise k?
Haha!!!

HAha.
Anw, den me, niz and faiz
walked all the way....

see?
This is...
the last runners....
or shd i say walkers?

Walked the whole time.
HAha.

This was a pic took behind me.
So scary...
So, runners, dun look behind while running.
U mite see.....
*ahem ahem*

This is the first opening of the route...
Oh, tats is Mr Khusairi...
On the hp...
He cheated....
Walked on the shortcut...
Haha.

Still in the dense forest trail....

At Last!!!
Civilisation!!!!!!!!!!
This is where runners feel the stress.

GO GO GO runners!!!
Jia you!!!

So aftr tat, aftr the trial run finished,
me, niz, faiz and nawi stay for awhile
to wait for the others to go first....

There was a fight lah....
Canberra and another sch...
Haiz...
So violent lah kids these days...
den me and the guys took bus from other side....
Wah...
Like so little ppl lah...
The bus went to bishan mrt...
Met Nikhil and the gang...
Wah....

They walked leh...
MAd.....
As if running the route nt enuf.
Haha.
wah...

So at the mrt....

See?
The guys wif their hp...
So cute like tat...
Haha

Hahahahaha.....
Hope the real day goes well....

Aiyah....
GTG...
Nitez.....

2007-02-01T04:18:00.000-08:00

When I first arrivedand you see me there
Your hopeful eyes shattered by despair
Know what we used to be
No one else is more confused than me
Oh I don't want to hurt you anymore
I drop my machete to the floor

Tmr got the cross country thingy ar...
Lazy to run man....
Rather go band.
Sat got band xchange leh...
At mayflower sec.
This sucks man.
Probabli die of embarrassment...
Die! Die! Die!

haiz...

Flight of valor so nice lor....
Yeah..
So nice...
But the band play??
So funni.
Haiz!!

haiz....
Lazy to blog aredi ar....
Selamat ar babe....

2007-01-27T08:08:00.001-08:00

I'm trying to create something that's not there.
A spark I saw. A bomb is really just a means to an end.
I was just so happy to be out of my shell again,
don't think that I really cared for who or what.
So for now I'll just have to keep it shut.

How could I know
that everything you say are lies about devotion and desire?
I know the spark inside your eyes
was just the match I used to set myself on fire

Wakwakwak!!!!!!

Singapore WON malaysia!!!

yeah!
someone shd kowtow to us.
beg for our mercy.
tu lah...
treat the S'pore players badli when they we
in malaysia sumore....

PADAN MUKE LU.

Malaysia lost?
TOO BAD lah....
Angri seh...
Critisize S'pore oni noe...
Who has the last laugh now?
WAKWAKWAK!!!

B4 the freakin dumb commentator
talk bad bout the S'pore players,
he shd reali consider quitting his job.
Coz he iz so unprofessional.....
So immature....
Commentators shd be NEUTRAL lor....

dunno how to comment den dun lah....

So aniw, congrats to the S'pore soccer team
for MAKING IT TO THE FINALS.

2007-01-26T09:38:00.000-08:00

In a crooked little town, they were lost and never found
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves… on the ground

Wah...

Today quite a long and busy day ar....

1.)Meet the parents session
2.)Councilor Duties
3.)Band - we went to Singapore Conference Hall (tats the name rite?)

Ok. Maybe its not all busy.
Fine lah...
No need to critisize rite?
Alamak...
Hahaha.
Wakwak.
Jkjk.

Well, the day started wif the oh so loveli rain
which brightened up my day.
(yeah, rite)

So Mr Tan, (Who else?)
(the principal lah)
*Rolls eyes*
haha.
Kwangkwangkwang!!!!
anw, he told us (the exco)
(not exactli wat he said)
"next time raining, dont put the flag at all"
and blah blah blah....
Ya.
Goes on.....
wakwakwak.

so anw, after sch,
meet dear lyly for awhile.
She wanted to show me sumtin mah...
so met her in the canteen.
Omg, *fake surprised face*
She was alone.
Wow.
Haha.
*smacks own face*

haha.
So she said,"gimme ur hand"
(she meant, stick out my palm)
So replied,
"I dont want to detach my hands"
Wakaka
Not funni?
Shut up you.
Wakwakwak!!!!

So 'gave' her my hand anw.
The big surprise:
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.....She drew a ring on my finger.
Haha.
So funni lor she.
So cute.... (like me)
haha.

so aftr tat had a feast at faiz house.
Wah, his aunt got cool *strum chord* western english accent.
so cool *strum chord again*
haha.
Went back to sch aftr tat....
Councilor meeting ar...
And went to see 'The Queen'.
Wakaka.

Den when to band room.
Fikri and sharon was there....
(they were not alone)
(don think dirty hor)
So they challenge blowing longer.
When we blow our instrument,
we must use both the air
from our lungs and diaphregm (sori I dunno hw to spell.
Its the stomach part. watever lah)
I rmbr Mr Lee saying tat last time...
Fik said use diaphregm oni.
No rite?
Well watever then....

So anw, went home after tat.
Then went back 2 sch again.
haha.
Waste time seh Tom.

So there was meet the parents session.
But tat time, my mom went home aredi lah...
so shortli aftr sumtime,
Mdm Laila asked me, haizi, faiz and Keng guan
to buy some chicken rice
from vista pt's banquet.

Guess wat?
We bought 45 packets of the rice.
GOd, so much.....
so jus went back 2 sch aftr tat...
Tiring man.

Went back to sch for band.
Went to SCH to practise and try to get use to the acoustic of the hall....
Quite sucky lah actuali.
The acoustic there is so gd lor
.ANd we heard ourselves.
We sucked.

Eh anw, my dear lyly,
sori I suddenli hang up the call...
The bus went into the underground xpressway.

So there was like no reception I think...
So went home at bout 11+ - 12am....
Now its like 2.35am.
And dunno y im blogging dis late...
HEllo?
No one online?
So sad seh.....

ok lah.
Boring aredi...
slamat babez!!

2007-01-22T00:44:00.001-08:00

Once there was a time when we could learn
all the simple pleasantries a follower should yearn
now all that I can do is watch them burn
and wish that I could save them all, or just one

Justify, your secrecies that surmise your cries
I see the way you look around the bend
is it going to end, when?

Hmm....
Haiz...

Sch is cool.
Dropped F&N...
Every Mon...

2hrs of free period.
God, its like so boring lah...

So niwae, lets talk bout BAND!!

This year got 18 sec 1's chosen to join band...
Quite little seh...

I wonder hw many wud be left in 2009 and 2010.
Got cute sec 1s haha.

So anw, dis year....
SYF!!
Playing sunrise and flight of valor.
Quite slow progress seh...

Come on band!!!
We can do it....

Hopefully.

Aiming for silver rite?

Den we will get gold!!!

So...
Serious....

I hate how the sch is suddenli changing...
Try taking a step back...
And gaze on the changes in the sch.
I mean if ur a sec 3 or sec 4, u'll notice tat
sumtin is
MISSING.

Not literali, but mentali and emotionali...

I feel insecure in sch...
Like dere's a certain unrest...
Izzit the teachers?
the students?
the environment?
security guards?
Principal?
Frenz? (doubt it)
Maybe tats the part and parcel of being a sec 4.....

Everyting seems diffierent....
Am i the oni one who realise dis?

Even the collage, the sch's pride and joy is missing...
Den wat makes canberra sec, canberra sec?

Wats happening to the sch?

mayb the root was the discipline master....

How can I call canberra secondary school
my 2nd home?
When even goin back to the sch, you will be asked to go back home if
u hv no business in sch.
A sch is for students rite?
Even if they are free, izzen sch the best option to be hangin out in?

Its jus not the same nimore...

2006-12-25T06:24:00.000-08:00

You said we were an accident
With accidents you’ll never know what could have been
So we were an accident
You’ll always be my favorite one

Hmmm....
I guess this shd be the last post for this year......
Lazy to post animore...
Wait 4 next year den post...
Yup yup.

So aniwae,
time for some reflections for this year...

New class: 3e3!!
Yeah...
Funni and at the same time weird...
Bad thing is tat u can't make ur stand inside the class.

If I say
"Oi!! Quiet leh! I want to study hor!"

The response would be the class being a jackass.
They will 'oooo' and 'aahh' and make wat ever noises
tat usuali can b heard in Zoo.
The most hated thing is tat the response comes in
b4 you could finish saying "Quiet"
And tats the most irritating part.
haha.

But yeah,
they are fun.
Hey, we bcame frisbee champs twice!!!
TWICE.
TWICE.
Haha.

I dunno how mani teachers was irritated by our class...
MAyb all.
haha.

So yeah...
Cool class lah.

Aniwae...
This year...
HAiz.
Lots of ups and downs...

Well tats life for ya Tom.

But most importantly,
the friends tat have dis year...
Yeah...
Although its tough...
But it always comes through in the end....
Ya...
Appreciate it...

My Friends:

Nawawi!!!
Tis one my best friend...
HAha.
Treat him like my twin.
Yeah. I was born a buddist, I probabli think
he was my twin in my previous life....
Reali. Met him in sec 1. Funni guy lah..
And tries his best when he has set his sights on...
Like playing drum mania and KOF.
Pro sia.
Will never 4get you lah bro.

Faiz!!!!
Dis guy is cool lah.
Sometimes foolish and funni.
Other times serious...
Haha. The first phrases tat he said to me in our
first meeting,
"Hi Tom"
Typical?
Well, he said tat on and on. HAha. Weird.
You are so funni man.... Won't 4get ya bro!!

Nikhil!!!!!
This is one crazy dude....
He used to be so damn arrogant lah...
So snobbish.
But latr on became a nice shit friend. haha.
We oni bcame great friends after hip hop class seh.
At sec 2. RMBR? We made crap jokes with the candy shop song.
HAha. Funni shit man....
This guy likes to crap sia. Apetai!!
I like ur sarcasm.
So funni lah....
I will never 4get this funni shit guy.
"get ur fat shit cat outta my office"
haha.

Haizi!!!!
This fella....
Quite a good year 4 you dok.
Yeah. Very nice wen you noe him lah...
Drum major, 2nd vice president...
ooooo....
Baik tu babe.
Tujuh tahun seh kenal kau.
Kawan baek tau....
Nice one lah bro.
Ur damn brave seh.
Seriousli, I envy ya alot.
A whole lot.
Frends 4ever lah bang.
Hopefulli...

Fikri!!!!
Hmmm...
Ur passion for music...
I love it.
U always try to do ur best.
Keep it up.
Dep. Band Major...
Good luck in ssw!!!!

The MAd girls from mad.
Iz, Mir, Syai and Syam...
You girls are funn lah...
Haha.
Noob noob.
Miss ur laughters and smiles...
Eh, next maseh same class tau.
More fun coming soon!!!

Friends...

Friends...

Friends...
Good times, Fun times.
So let 2006 go through.
2007, here evryone comes!!!

2006-12-18T18:01:00.000-08:00

Sweat drips in my eyes
screams of lust we cry
tonight you are everything
you're everything...
you're everything to me no more
as I wake from this perfect dream
I'll escape from Eden's walls
can I not stay and live this lie?
go away and I'll think only of myself
And to think that you would not be scared or surprised if I'd severed all these ties
this is the end...

Wah...
So long nvr blog seh....
Actuali its coz she went overseas...
So if I blog while she is away,
I'd probabli bore evryone wif phrases like
'omg, miss her so much!!!'
OR
'My heart longs for her.....'

SO....
I told myself not to blog while she was away lah....
Tats the reason...
Well she back now in ani case.
So I'll start blogging now.
Yup yup!!

Now...
I'll start wif sumthing I shldnt miss...
FAREWELL PARTY!!!

Yeah...
Fun times...
So anw, I wore black & white.
Kind of like Ska like tat...
You noe,
the cool hat and white socks, black shoes...
Abit like dis lah....

Jus tat you cant see the much of the shirt and pants lah....
haha.
NOt to mention the shoes and socks....
Well so I went to sch abit late...
And found Nik, Faiz, Clarence, FArhan and Mr Lee.
Dey were carrying a tv set donated to the band by Mr Lee of course...
He said,
"I hv a few at home, so I can donate one to the band"
'A few'?
Rich man.....
So aniwae, NIkhil looked abit weird...
Haha.
But still cool!!
Like a Italian Director or a Painter.
He looked cool...
Abit like dis...

Its abit blur...
But hey.
Well he look cool rite?
Haha.
Funni guy....

Den WE met Nawawi outside the AVA room....
HE looked like dis.......

Look aat his smile...
Another funni guy...
HAha.

SO aniwae, we had a photo taking session..
The trumpet section all wore black white...
Well, Xinyind didnt lah actuali.
She wear black white ORANGE!!!
Wow.
Her orange was so Striking lor.
Tat should hv been me....
haha.

DEn got the games...
And who got first?
My team lah...
Me, Nik, Nawawi and Fikri!!!
haha.
And dis was wat we won....

Haha. Chocs!!!
Yay.....
HAha.
But fik didnt get to eat it.
Sorri Fikri!!
haha.

I think the party was fun lah...
I admit tat I had a gd time.
YAy!!
Thanks to the Sec 2s bah...

So...
Yea.
TOm out!!

2006-12-07T04:51:00.000-08:00

And all of the things we need
(I just can’t sit here and wait for long)
They always seem to be so far out of reach for you and me.
(To get there, together, call it out.)
And all of the lives we've lived.
(My eyes are closed cause what I’ve seen is gone)
They only seem to take before they give to you and I.
(Crush me; suffer, for others…)

Hey anonymous,
I wasnt complaining.
Im seeking help.
YOu sure have trouble understandin
blogs...
Its ok.
Jus read the dictionary.
Trust me, it helps.
Oh ya, plz don comment on aniting.
Coz you make a bad critic.
And ur assumtions suck.
Reali.
They suck.

Haizhaizhaiz......

She goin overseas on this Sun leh...
Die die.

WE still hvnt talk since we somewat argued.
Haiz...
Wat shd i do now?
DOnt wan to regret later..
Luv her alot...
Die die die.
Wat to do?

Was it a bad move to do tat?
(nvrm, you wouldnt noe)

Im reali at a lost now....
Am I fighting against time?
Or fighting against my own self-pride barrier?

Hope tat everything would be bac to
normal soon.
BUt...
haiz haiz haiz...

HOW?
HOW?
HOW?

I reali love her alot....

shd i 4give her tat easili?

HAiz...
Dunno leh....

2006-12-06T06:23:00.000-08:00

Are you listening?
We write a thousand pages, they're torn and on the floor.
Headlights hammer the windows, we're locked behind these doors.
And we are never leaving, this place is part of us.
And all these scenes repeating are cold to the touch.

Haiz....

Kinda hvin trouble wif her rite now...
So angri at her lor.

BUt jus cant be too angri leh.
Cos I love her too much le.
Haizhaizhaiz......

This is so difficult.

I thot she had changed aredi.
But shes jus the same old person.

So difficult.
Difficult.
Difficult.
Difficult.
Difficult.
Difficult.
Difficult.
Difficult.
Difficult.
Difficult.
Difficult.
Difficult.
Difficult.

Haizhaiz...

Someone tell me wat to do....
dunno wat to do le.
Aiya...
Nvrm.

I nvr even tell you my problem den
how to tell me wat to do rite?
Nvrmind.

Blah blah blah.

2006-12-06T03:27:00.000-08:00

If ignorance is bliss,
Then eradicate my knowledge of my history
Now meaningless, left on my own
I looked for a long time,
Crossed paths with your kind
But some things are better left alone
Wake up lonely, hating my life
Alone
Wake up lonely, hating my life
Alone

Blogging about the Asian games now.

Hmm...
Hey, have you ever watched Malaysia's Sports news?
So sarcastic lor...

Always indirectly talk about Team Singapore seh.
Especially about Table Tennis.
You noe tat Li Jiawei is from China rite?

ya.
She is.

Well when she wins a medal or sumtin,
this is wat you can expect from
the malaysia's sport newscaster:

"Nampaknye, Li Jiawei dari pasukan
Singapura yang telah diimport dari
Negeri Cina telah merampas kedudukan Juara"

(Sorry my malay not A1. I can get A2 ok. But this year I got B3. Haha.)

So aniwae, here's the translation:

"Looks like Li Jiawei from Team Singapore
which is imported from China has
taken the gold"

"imported from China?"
Sarcastic rite?

Well nvm lah.
Its Ok.
We, Singaporeans, should be patient.
Being angry will lose concentration.
Remember that.

So my Mom said,
"Singapore pon satu, asal tak ambek
local talent?"

Translation:

"Singapore another one, why dont want
2 take local talent?"

Well ok...
"LOCAL TALENT"
I wished we had.
We have to rely 75% of our sportsmen
production to our dear Sports sch.
Well our Singapore sports sch have elites.
So no prob for golds in the near future.

I hv confidence for SINGAPORE!!!
GO GO SINGAPORE!!

haha.

So patriotic eh?

2006-11-30T05:48:00.000-08:00

a touch of poison seals my fate
the dawn echoes the night with my glory...the sun himself honors me
once king of roses, now lord of gold
the Gods themselves envy my hand
blessed with the gift of gilded touch
fate wields its knife to cut the thread
I curse the day my dream became my descent
suddenly I long for you, my only love

Today was jus busy wif the
standard chartered thingy.
Make the banners and somewat costumes.
The banner is quite nice lah...
Like the diminuendo banner like tat.
Its cool.
I helped abit lah.
Abit oni.
Mostly done by Nad.
My bro, ms mariah, fikri, cruyff and christina oso helped out.
But Rui xiang jus sit down do nutin.
Oni do the costume thing.

Den we played wif the Spray thingy.
Haha.
So funni lor.

Aiyah.
Tmr must go sch again.

Running nose now.
Must slp earli.
Nite people.

2006-11-28T23:19:00.000-08:00

You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.
I can forget, the times that I was Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!

HHmmmm....

Well wat?
I call talking about friends in blog as
"REALISATION"

So dont tell me wat I cant do in blogs.
Thank you.

oh ya,
A leader doesnt gives too much second chance
or he'll be stepped on.
remember that.

Ya...
Quit band?
Let them be then....
Wat do you call a person who quit halfway?
Quitters.
duh.

Well go on.
Quit.
Maybe if you bang onto another wall,
You might end up dead instead.

A band without drum major and D.Q.M.
WAt the hell....

You are still in school.
Make mistakes.
Its not too late to make
them in school.
Heck, school is the best place to make mistakes.
Its OK...
Learn from them.
Don't repeat them.
Quitting halfway in school
is like committing suicide
in reality.

If quit is wat you call a decision,
den Jumping down from 20 storeys
is legal.

How can you give up easili?

Hey,
So wat if Mdm Tan has gone?
I don't think that she is everything.
We can do this without her.
Its possible.
Jus reset our mindset and
work 2gether (If onli we could).

Watever.

2006-11-25T05:30:00.000-08:00

'Promise me to never look down!' and we'll stay like this forever
If your stomach feels weak then my work here is done
To hide from our twisted ways, I've been hiding in this bed
Been hiding in this bed for weeks

BANDCAMP2006.

1st Day:Where it all started

Reached sch bloody earli....
Had to get readi for ice-breaking shit games.
I played the third arm of terror crap in de bus.
Everybodi was like bloody staring at me lor....
Gorge out their eyes den dey noe...

aniwae, reached sch earli oso do nutin.
Could hv reach sch later lor.
Waste sleeping time oni
Jus waste time disturbing jam & jan.
haha.
Nawawi didnt come today.
he came tmr.
So boring without him.

Like the last 2 years, I was in CRESCENDO.
Leader: Wailing
Asst leader: Hui Ying

Den I was in charge of the shoe lace tie thingy game.
It was tedious for the teams = enjoyment for Tom.
haha.
The members who wore shoes wif laces had to tie all of it 2gether.
haha.
It was entertaining how the teams had to struggle.
1st group: Legato.
Wah...
Lack of brain power...
Haha.
They didnt plan lor.
So after they had finish the game, I told them
to shout a phrase or any slogan they want.
So legato shouted: TOM SUCKS! (sharon's idea)
others: Crescendo likes chendol
We hate Tom
Our feet smells nice

Sorri I 4got the other one.

Den got band prac.
Boring.

After tat was auction time.
This year diff lor.
Had to do sumting stupid.
got samba competition.
haha.
Den must act like Mr lee.
So lame...
haha.

NightWalk!!!!
Me and two other guys set up a maze at the canteen.
It was bloody big man...
And nizam,
If you dont like tat idea, so be it.
It was a success after all.
And we did it without YOU.
Sorri.
I reali wanted to say tat in the camp but got no time.

It was so funni how they got stuck in the maze.
haha.
Sacred the living hell in them.
Haha.
Grabbed their legs den den shrieked.
Omg, tat was so scary lor.
haha. fun for me!!
sprinkle water at them.
flour oso.

What i hate was....
Someone become so intimate wif another.
Plz lah...
With your high rank,
how could you do tat?
Ur showing a bad example to the other band members lor.
Especiali the sec ones...

Jieru was blindfolded at the maze...
I didnt even took advantage of her lor.
In fact I was so conservative seh.
didnt even want to go near her to avoid sumthings...
But she so stubborn go and took a peak from her blinds.
Den no one noticed it but me.
So I had to follow her lor.

Next time be wiser lah.
so reckless.
how could u do that in public.
especiali in sch.

but after everything,
I felt.....
like it was a....
TOTAL FAILURE.
Den ms pan asked
"why do think tat it was a failure?"
But i don hv the answer.
I jus felt tat it was a failure.
haiz.
Its ok.....

after wash up, movie was cancelled.
Den tat person became so intimate again.
My god, noe your limits lah.
ur in school grounds seh...
Didnt read the kit list?
'school rules still apply'
And don change the subject now.

So me, nikhil, fikri, chris and a person we almost valued until now
went to talk.
Seriously.
About friends.
I noe tat Nawi didnt like the big shot since sec 1.
I understand.
But nik...
ok.
Now den i understand him.
I now began to doubt the leaders in the band.
No unity.
How do you expect us to work wif this kind of shit?
You say we got allies.
But if you reali are a true leader,
you will noe wat to do.
A leader has: Patience.
An ever lasting patience.
Blowing up makes you more tensed, stressed.
End up killing urself faster.
Seriousli doubt the leaders.
a leader takes: Initiative.
If info dont get to you,
u get to that info.
A leader shows: Good moral and physical example
dont flirt physicalli with a girl in front of ur followers.
A leader gets: solution instead of waiting
solution to drop from the sky while complaining
ur hearts out.
A leader finds: fault at the right person.
Doesnt anyhow pick ppl to say wat they shldnt hv commented on.

One cant get info,
One likes to complain,
One ends up making grave mistakes.

2nd day: People's true colours

Well, everyone noes tat sorri does not
equals to forgiveness.
U will probabli work wif a deep intention in urself.
Hypocrite.
Im one.
I dare say tat.

Preparations.
for the xchange programme.

So cruyff found help from many guys.
Me, nikhil, nawi and a person we valued till the the
second day of camp took care of the percussion instruments.
IT WAS A LAST MINUTE DECISION MADE BY MR LEE.
If you didnt noe bout tat, it's not my damn problem.
ass.
And we reali didnt need ur crocodile tears help.
CAUSE WE COULD DO IT OURSELVES.
EMPHASIS: WE COULD DO IT OURSELVES.
We show stupid attitude faces.
We hell sure did.
Jus run back to her lah.

Den the other guys helped out in arranging the chairs in the hall.
Don come complaing to me ass.
Cruyff was in charge.
Me, nik and nawi jus following orders.
bsides wrong person to complain to.
Ass.
CRUYFF WAS IN CHARGE
CRUYFF = In CHARGE
Den the MAYFLOWER BAND and EASTSPRING BAND came over.
Omg, they were so great.
Well of course.
I saw that it was MCB
Mayflower CONCERT BAND
CONCERT BAND not band or military band.
Of course they are good.
Canberra is
CSSB
Canberra secondary school band.
Both marching and concert band.

My god, the clarinetists was marvelous sia...
especiali the girl who could
run the notes so well...
MAd sia...
She played the Eb clarinet.
siao....

Den one of the clarinet so cute seh....
haha.
reali lor.

Den we went for sectionals.
The conductor from Mayflower taught us to play the piece.
He was veri professional.
The girl from Eastspring oso veri cute sia.
She play trumpet.
god...
her eyes....
so pretti....
haha.
stop it Tom.
4got the name.
haha.

We played Phantom of the opera medley.
After sectionals,
went to hall.
I was dumbfounded when i saw a huge band.
The 3 bands had combined into one.
And Mr Lee had the priviledge to conduct the band.
a Mass combined practice
Wow.
Its was quite funni.
The whole trumpet section didnt play two bars cause we didnt
noe when to come in.
haha.
We all jus laugh at ourselves.
Tat was the time tat everyone felt so united.
haha.

after was just whatever so dun want to say aniting.

At dinner me and nik had a heated argument with our oh so loving 'Drum major'.
Crap.
I loathe ppl who cant curb their anger.
Cuz i think their heart iz controlling the brain.
And why the hell didnt Nikhil was involve in the argument?
He wasnt in the committee lor.
And obviously the drum major kept changing the subject lor.
No logic, crap topics.
Dah kalah je tuka subject
pastu plak nak step marah.
All the topics he blurt out was
so counterable.
ass.
Oh ya,
Nikhil, wat you said was so true.
about Nawawi.
you said
"if nawawi came to camp tmr, he surely confirm walk with us"
"he will never leave us like sum people"
And im proud to have nawi
as my friend.
You too nik.
Im glad tat I still noe where my roots should follow
in times like this.
Wat i felt since Sec 2.
Was true.
He never change.
Weakling.
So disappointed, upset
above all, regretted.
I think Nik feels the same too.
About the regretted part.
Changed?
Changed?
I will change?
Ppl change?
MY FOOT.

So niwae, Mystery murder went quite well.
I was the Murderer.
And my acting was so Great lor.
I dare say so.
haha.
Kinda.
It was convincing tat I was the murderer.
Yay!
Maybe i could win the Golden Emmy Awards.
haha.

after tat got movie.
We watched the creep.
So scary sia.
The band members kept scereaming.
Haha.
so funni.
after the movie, Ms Pan warned us bout
not staying up late at nite.
And she emphasized this,
"doesnt matter wat position, be it a sec 1 or
a sec 4"

Tat probabli disturbed sumone's heart.

3rd Day: Hypocrite

lets fast forward to snow city.
It was terribly cold.
But honestli, it was Fun.
Got big group of band members slide down.
It was big.
so big.

Den got the games.
greAt man.
Love it.
Got the first to slide down game thingy.
I won a spot for my team seh.
The first one to think of the strategy.
yeah....
But we still lost in the end lah...
haha.

after tat wnet back to sch.
got free time.
me, nik and nawi slp.
for so long.
haha.

later tat day got campfire.
It was fun!!
I and chris was the M.C.
The funni, scary, lame, so bad, blowing, sexy, sekse, macho and sotong clap
haha.
so funni lor...
It was fun.
But there was this irritating ant who
jus cant keep his mouth shut.
His favourite word, Lame.
Maybe he should look for a mirror, a small one
i guess.
and reflect on the word lame.
And see who reali deserves the word.

after tat, we went to com lab.
Watch the snow city vid.
haha.
so funni.
Den Fikri so cute sia.
Im not gay.
he kept hopping on one leg.

haha.

4th day: Useless imitation

Lazy to say bout day 4.
Nutin much happened aniwae...

So this was jus wat happened on band camp.
the drama....
the never ending climax....
the hanging part....

haiz.
Gotta go now.
tmr got exam.
See ya.

2006-11-18T07:39:00.000-08:00

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fallI
'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay Tom.

Yeah...

haha.
Today went out to buy stuffs for the band camp.
So meet up with Yee Teng and Faiz at Sembawang Mrt station.
And picked up petom oops Sharini along the way.

We had to wait for Xy to knockout.
I mean knockoff.
So me and faiz went to everywhere....

Then we decide to go Toys R us!!!
Played wif stuffs we shdnt play wif...
HAha.
So me and faiz fell in love with a somewhat robot arm
And so, we called the arm,
THE THIRD ARM OF TERROR!!!
haha.
Yes, it was so lame.

And faiz used it to pinch my oh so lovely butt.
So funny...
haha.
Then we played with toy guitars, Superman masks, rubber chicken and dinosaurs,
Swords, toy guns...
So lame hor?
haha.
2 Childish overgrown babies...
haha.

Den went back to Woodlands to meet nizam.
Den go Sheng Siong.
We yak and yak the whole, its like the bus belonged to us.
haha.
Nizam kinda stress....
Dont become so stress my friend.
You have the power.
May the force be with you.
haha.
Watever Tom.

Den we bought oh so much crackers, syrup (not to mention ORANGE syrup) and other stuffs.
Wow?
No Wow?

watever k?
want to go sleep now.
Everyone also must sleep ok?
Everyone.
Even the students in Thailand.
You all must go sleep also ok?
ok.
So go sleep now.
Go.
Ok.
Going to sleep now.
Ok.
Bye bye.
Sleeping now.
Everyone also must sleep.
No one must be awake.
OK?
sleep.
OK ok.
Ok lah.
Go sleep.
Im going to sleep now.
Going.
going.
going.
going.
going.
going.
going.
going.
going.
going.
going.
going.
going.
going.
going.

Sleeping.

2006-11-12T05:25:00.000-08:00

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Hopefully....

Yesterday.....

Yea.
I wont 4get.

Yesterday me, ridd, goh xy and ben
overnight at the airport.
b4 tat when to orchard watch movie.
Wif yangyi, nunu, fizz and the 3 - without ben.
Watched Step Up.

Great movie.
So many dancers and choreographers was involved in
the making of the movie.
Fusion of street and ballet dancing.
Kinda cool actuali.

Haha.
Yangyi couldnt stop being a gay...
Haha. Kept touching ridd.
Gays guys...
haha.

Den I bought the red jumpsuit apparatus album...
Didnt regretted it although it was quite ex.
haiz...

We reached the airport at bout 8+.
Went to eat and bought some 'last-min gifts' for the Thailand students...
Den me, ben and ridd sat down - and watched sexy airstewardess walk by.
Haha.
They truly got good figure...
*becoming horny*

We sat down and did some eng hmwk.
Some.
We jus talk actuali.
Yak and yak 4 hours...
Haha.
Didnt noe tat 3E3 had alot of conspiracies...
Jus hope tat all those probs would be solved.

Den Yee Teng came around 4+.
She wanted 2 come along mah...

Den the thai students came.
Took alot of pics
Gave Yom a pen which i drew on to make it nicer...
And also told yom to give another pen to another person...
haha. Secret...
I have to say sorri to Torch.

Sorry:
I didnt buy u ani gifts.
So sorri hor...
U are also my great fren!!!
haha

And the thai girl was quite cute.
haha.
TOM!!! u idiot.

And i cant believe wat mr beam told xy.
'ask the orange boy(me) if he wants an orange underwear'
(something like tat lah...)
So similar to MR Dinesh.
Me and my orange underwear.
wah....
Next time if i buy it areadi den i flash it to evryone ok?

So aniwae, chatted wif them for quite sometime b4 they checked into the plane.
But b4 tat, Yom handed me a thailand baht.
den he said."give this to Xinying"
Hmm...
Hahahaha.
Yom, u are so cheeky!! haha.
No wonder we are frens.
Like Tom like Yom.
HAha.

haiz...
Started 2 miss all of them areadi...
Wish i could go to thailand...
But nevermind.
I guess u must be up-to-standard to
be able to get chosen.
But i 1st vice president of the councilor board leh....
Where's the prestige in tat?
haha.

Note to the thai students:
Pls visit my blog whenever u can ok?
And tag my board to show tat u visit my blog
Pls?
ok?
OKOK?
K?
Looking 4ward 2 your comments...
hopefully....

2006-11-09T01:32:00.000-08:00

Think about the love inside the strength of heart
Think about the heroes saving life in the dark
Think about the chance I never had to say

Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong.

Believe.

Its ok Tom.....
DOn fret.
Its not over.

Look at the bright side...

"It's jus not your day"
"Your day will come, soon"
-Wat I tell myself....

but...
Im jus lying 2 myself.

Is it Karma?
No?

Don think i deserve it.
Truthfully.....

I tried my best.
I did.
I reali did.
Was it too foolish?
Pathetic?
Its all gone down
the drain.
Wasted.
Im wasted.
My life's been wasted.
Hope is lost....

How much must i lose?
Disappointments....
Enough of testing me?
Want more?
Ur lust for my demise will be the death of me....

Im drown....
can it be stopped?
Is it ur habit?
Tell me it'll be over soon....
Please...
I beg

u....

Wat must i do?
Give me a sign.
Aniting.
I jus want u.....

Help me....

Not control me.

Wasn 't it enough 12 years ago?
I still remember it.
I will never 4get....

12....
12 years.....
12 years of being ugly......

Will i ever be a swan?
Is it too early?
Yes?
No.

12 years...
Years i can't take back.
Years i lost.
Deep inside....

Empty.....
Jus empty.

years.....
of pain...
years.....
That cannot be erased.

Don you think I've enough?
Enough areadi....

Is this the prelude?

I want my life back....
Don ruin my hope.
Don smash my love....
don.....

It's jus too dark
I need someone...
Anyone.
You.

No more silence.
Please...
I've had enough.
Too much to take....

Im begging you for love

So divine....
We will unite, and I'm thanking you for loving me.
But never, never, never again.

I'm thanking you for loving me......

Im so sorry....

Never again....

So sorry....

Never again.....

Sorry.....

Im begging you for love.

Love and hope.

Is this the end?

2006-11-09T00:55:00.000-08:00

There was a time when stillness meant nothing to me.
Once, silence meant lack of sound;
Fall came once a year.
I danced, redcheeked, each year's first snow,
tongue out to taste each flake's welcome sting.I
laughed, distinct from nature's cycles,
A scrap of wonder, floating in a torrent of sorrow I couldn't grasp.
That laugh, mouth open, sums up my past.
I craved fulfillment, too shallow to knowI
could never be fully filled again.......

Enclosed, please find Silence.
Fade (through broken glass).

Hate (what I've become).

I....
don deserve dis.

I Tried.....
My Best.

Confidence....
Never

Hope.....
Lost

Happiness.....
Fades.

Thank you....
So much.

2006-11-05T06:40:00.000-08:00

fake faces everywhere i see
fake people looking back at me
sit down, don't tell me.
Don't tell where i don't belong
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Yay!!

Finally my pc is working again.

Blogging.
Not wif my dad's laptop!!!!

WoW!
YAYAY!!!

Wah.....

tired.
Went out visitng 4 days....

Tak penat ke aku ni?

But actuali kinda sucks.
haha.
coz nawi cannot plan properli.
wakaka.

Sorrie ar naw.

Aku cakap btol pe.

Of course i came 2 the rescue!!
Great planning by Tom!
*bows*

haha.
Tom muke tak malu eh?
Ape yang malu?
Bwh malu?
aahh...
kotor seh.
ape yg kotor?
bwh kotor?
aaahhh....
kotor seh tom.
ape yg kotor?
bwh kotor?
ahh....
merepek ar.
ape yg merepek?

dah dah, cukop lah tu....

Ape yg cukop?

lame.
haha.

Aniwae, yesterdae when out wif my parents and uncles and aunts and cuzzies.
Makes it 5days of visiting.

CAnt believe how lame my uncles and aunts could be...

den we went to my aunt's hse.
And wow, Taufik Batisah came.

yup.
He's my long distance cuzzie ar...
jus knew tat yesterday.
Boy, he's handsome ar.
very tall summore.
he wore black colour baju kurong.
den my cuzzies took a pic wif him.
He realli doesn't mind at all.
so humble seh....
Great person.

haha.
kk.
enough bout him.

actuali me cuzzies and aunts and uncles wanted to go kubor jus nw.
Haiz...
I wanted 2 go seh.
But got madrasah.
they go visit my g'dad's grave.
I WANT 2 GO!!!!
nvrmnd.

haha.
oh ya, watched princess hours until finished le.
omg, so nice.
seems so real...
haha.
Yoon Eun-Hye is sosososososos damn cute!!!
I want her!!!
so pretty....
i want 2 kiss her!!
haha.
Dream on tom....

haha.
Gtg nw.

Orange and Stuntman Out!!

2006-11-03T05:38:00.000-08:00

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found
.
.
.
.
.
.
Hv u read my tag board?
.
.
.
Hmmm....
.
.
.
Let me ask u.

Wats the use of provoking an enemy when one is a BIG COWARD?
Yes. I mean BIG COWARD.
BIG: 'on a grand scale'
COWARD: 'person who lacks courage'
=>courage: 'ability to face danger or pain without fear'

U noe who u are.
Yes u.
The big coward.
the gay who wanted to f*** me
Ur p*n*s has 2 be big enough aniwae.

there u go.
I put the meanings jus in case YOU are too stupid.

Got guts to provoke but no single guts to reveal ur identity?
How low is tat?

acting. Short, ACT.

ACT: 'pretended attitude', 'behave in a particular way'

Is it easy enough for you to understand?
look the word up in a particular book called the 'DICTIONARY'
u might understand more.
Considering how stupid u might be.
PAiseh....

*One paiseh point for the idiot*

Hmm....
When in the world did i say tat i was popular?
Popularity has to be earned.
Get it?
ANd how do YOU noe its the opposite?
U got psychic?
Or was it a plain evidenceless remark?
Well the answer is self-evident aniwae.

Mayb ur too 'UNPOPULAR'.
And somehow it bothered u.
And u finally got the idea to provoke WITHOUT
Revealing urself?
so tats how normal STUPID people react
*note tat down people*

hmm....
My back hole is nice?
Thx.
i never tried.

Aniwae....

U've got a penis?
Wow.
Must be a transexual.
Tats probably due to the lack of courage...
Call urself a guy...
Ur betta off being a baby.
A girl baby.

I guess someone like u likes doin this kind of stuff?
Hmmm....
To much free time i guess?

I don think i hv much to reflect on at MY HOME.
maybe U shd.
Yeah.
U probably shd.
u shd reali talk to urself u noe.
Mayb u will understand more bout ur self-interest, self-righteous, self-opinionated, self-important, self-seeking self-indulgent self.
Get tat?
Oh i 4got.
Ur STUPID.

So b4 u provoke, think.
(if u hv a brain tat is)

People, read my tag board.
His name is...
Or shd i say
HER name is 'someone'.
And SHE has a penis.
A small one.
(Judging by evidences)

Orange Stuntman OUT

2006-10-21T01:45:00.000-07:00

Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is.....
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Hi...

So damn bored now lah.
Niwae yesterdae had hari raya concert rehearsals....

Wah maut seh...
No breaks.
Actuali the performers made their own breaks...
haha.
Quite tiring.
Considering tat everyone (except 4 geok chin and shirley of cos) was
fasting.
i have to joget melayu seh.
Mak oi...

I tell u,

I danced western,
i danced hiphop,
i danced hindi,

but nvr in my life hv i
ever danced MALAY.

Zapin?
Omg, maut...

U shd hv seen my stiffness
when i started off...

I tell u,

Worse den a rusty robot moving in dense water.
tchtchtch.
Call urself anak melayu...

But im better now lah.
Quite pro oso.
Chey...
Thank You!!!
*Bow*

haha.

2006-10-19T02:57:00.000-07:00

Think about the chance I never had to say
Thank you for giving up your life that day
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
todae didnt go sch.
again.

Coz im tired....

reali.
Yesterdae was such a busy and tiring day seh....

Referee-ing for the frisbee comp,
Hari raya rehearsal,
den went to gayland(geylang) after tat.

My legs jus counldnt take it u noe...

rabak babe.

Den todae i woke up at 2pm+.
See?
Shows tat im tired rite?

Haiz...

Actuali wanted to go band.
But wake up quite late and still quite tired
So didnt go.

Hey, i passed!!
i think i should be on to 4 exp next year...
Hopefully....

U noe?
I cant wait for band camp & councilor camp.

Yayay!!

So fun seh.

I heard we goin Snow City on band camp.
....OH NO!!!....

I don like being cold!!!
I will probabli get flu or cold.

Sucks man...

Still remember wat i went through at snow city at sec 1....

Niwae...

Gtg.
bye!!

2006-10-12T20:09:00.000-07:00

Say goodbye (thank you for what you've given me)
in the hollow we will make it.
So divine (the lonely hearts club will never fade away).
Tonight we dance.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

Todae din go sch.
Boring la.
Actuali got 2 reasons.
1. Scared to see results
(well, i hv to see them on mondae aniwae. So, no use)

2. Relax and chill
(yeah, rite)

Aiyah, watever lah.....
But SHE oso din go sch mah....
Her friend oso.

Den they can go out.

Haiz....

Fikri oso den go sch.
Coz i chatted wif him jus nw...

And well im stuck at hm playing guitar.

Wah...

Eh, i can play Panic! At the Disco songs le....
YAY!!!!

Thank u thank u
*takes a bow*

Niwae, my nenek fractured her arm.
So she would be living here wif my family....

I think she raya at my hse oso....

COOOOOLLLLL!!!!!
yeah!
This year no need 2 go Hougang le....

So far.

Not realli......

Well tat means ppl will come 2 my hse!!!
Result: Can look at my orangey tangy(watever tat means) room!!!

*action*

Watever.

Eh, my hse living room is orange oso ok.....
haha.
Bed sadly my bed sheet is not orange
Its yellow....

so gay....

haha.
not.

Ooooohhhhh, but I'm afraid that I,
Well I may have faked it

*clapclap*

haha.
mad liao lah

Wat do u expect from a person who's bad at joking.......

Aniwae i think i mite hv rashes.

okok.
not mite.
I HAVE rashes...
Sucks man....

Must scratch here scratch there...
MOnkey.
MOnkey pox.
haha.

lame....

wakikio

AARRGGHH....

So borin borin....

Oh ya...
Todae go
.
.
.
.
.
Geylang
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Gaylang
.
.
.
.
.
.
Gayland!!!!

buy baju raye lah....
ape lagi seh.....

yayayayayayay!!!

haha

*wonder wat faiz nozam and gang r doin rite now....*

haha.
oopss.
sori
not nozam.
nIzam.
haha.

Hey girl you noe u drive me crazy....
.
.
.
.
A new life she has found
.
.
.
.
Wow...
haha
Thk u thk u.

*screams*

haha.
I guess the class must be irritating the teacher nw...

Nw is......

English period!!!
haha.

Later kene gi mesjed ar....
Yay.
WOnder if i can find nawi.
Eh, mosques can be quite big u know.....

haha.
wakawakakikokukekakokiko

haha.

Im jus talking crap ar.
Boring punye pasal....

K lah k lah.

Signing outta!!
Orange and the beast

2006-10-11T07:51:00.000-07:00

Sit tight I'm gonna need you to keep time come on,
just snap snap snap your fingers for me.......

Sorri again....
My com broke down again.

Ya. It broke down - and cried.
Watever. Usin my dad's notebook ar.....

Wah.... Exam jus finish.
The hecky.
My worst nightmare iz yet to come seh.

RESULTS!!!!

I tell u, getting the exam results iz so damn SCARIER den doin the exam itself.
ARGGHH!!!!

Yay!!! My baju raye (raya shirt) iz gonna be ORANGE!!! YAY! YAY! YAY!
HAha.

Aniwae, jus nw aftr sch went jamming!!!
Long time since i last went jamming...
I tell u....
The price went up from $15 to $17.
$2!!! Omg!!!
$2!!???
SO MUCH!!!!
HOW CAN IT BE?
$2! $2! $2! $2!
$2! $2! $2! $2!
$2! $2! $2! $2!
$2! $2! $2! $2!
.
.
.Haha
.
.
.Over-reacting
.
.
Aniwae, went wif Ryan, wannor, NAwi and Syakir( sorri, seriousli i dunno hw 2 spell ur name ar...)
Den we played HELENA and Wake me up when october starts.
So damn funni....

HELENA
Vocalist: NAWAWI. (emo giler babe)
BasSist: SyAKiR (aBanG cOOl)
GuitariSt and 2nd vocal a.k.a screams: ME!! (obviousli. The best one ever!!!)
Drummer: Ryan (Yellowcard drummer in trainning)
Eirwannor?
.
.
.
.
.
.
Cameraman.
Wakikako.

Haha.
So funni seh.
Haiz...
Should have falsetto-ed.....
Haha.

So while playing the guitar,
the first string burst.

WAKIKOKA.

Jus between u and me, I didnt report it to the shop
owner.
oops.
Sorri bout tat.

Continue later. want 2 restart com..... wait ar.....

2006-09-24T07:13:00.000-07:00

so so sori long time nvr blog.....

com breakdown ar....

stoopid com.

Now i noe....
life without computer.
Hard crappi life.

Crap.

2dae first dae of fasting month.
Wah...
"banyakkan selawat tau"
"Solat jgn lupe"
"Ibadat banyak2"
"dont waste the special month"
"ingat tu, kau puase"

Wahh!!!
Naek gile babe.
Gua dah takleh ang....

Ape je tom.
Da la tak gi terawih.
Shut up shut up
Crazie....

Oh ya...
On THURS....
Got story 2 tell le.
Listen listen.

Aftr the xtra A. Maths lesson,
While i was on the way to the 962 bus stop...
Got an old guy fall down....

In the middle of de road.
Wah...
So scari.
haha.
Shut up u.

"Wth? Is tat guy mad?" - 1st reaction

(wat? i didnt noe tat he fell at first wat. He was rolling the road divider. Omg, so scari. so, it was TOM TO THE RESCUE!!!!)

"OH NO!! Sumone hv 2 help him!!!!"

Tom rushes to the bus stop...
Woah! he manouvres his bag and throws it to the bus stop seat...
Wat a throw!!
Tom looks right and left....
I guesss 2 make sure it was safe 2 cross.
He sprints to de old guy.
He says, "hey, are u alright?" (in mandarin)
the old guy looks up and says "ya. alrite, alrite" (in mandarin)
The old man looks wounded!!!!
Tom assist the old guy to the side walk while holding his hand...
AND THE CROWD GOES WILD!!!!!
TOM SAVES THE DAY!!
WAT A MOVE BY TOM!!!!
haha.
Den Cruyff helped out.
Thx a million 2 CRUYFF ladies and gentlemen.
For without him, help could not hv been reachable....

Yup the story goes on aniwaer.
But i dont wan 2 bore u guys animore.

-Based on a true story

Ya lah. Tat was it.

Signing off....

ORANGE STUNTMAN

2006-08-31T23:56:00.000-07:00

ALRIGHT!!!!

Finali.....

Joakim........

OUT!!!!

yay! I was waiting 4 dis 2 happen. Nw, let's hope tat Paul will be ousted to....
Haha.
Well, Sorrie again. I nvr blogged for weeks.... i think.haha.
Busy lah....
Yesterday was Teacher's day celebration!!!!
Haha. Too bad it rained.stupid weather.
Saw my performance?The pop dance and hindi dance....haha. so funny.The breakdance part was ok i guess....i oso dunno wat move 2 do areadi....Hey, 3 months nvr breakdance seh....Stupid finger.I liked the hindi dance!!!Seriousli, i've nvr dance to hindi songs b4.So tiring!Sweat like hell!!
The school cheered the most when ms Bariyah came out!!!
Must hv been a great thing....
Den got class party.Boring.
play frisbee aftr tat. So fun!Played against the alumni.
Can't believe it........

Sec 3s WON them!!!!!
Yay! All thx to, TOM!!!
Kiddin kiddin.The alumni got gd strategy leh.But i donno wat their strategy was.
haha.
All i noe was tat they kept shouting"stack! stack! stack!""One staight line!"

The hell iz tat?

Thx to Jin Kang the best defender!!!!
Anw, went back 2 wrps aftr tat.Waste my time oni....My *gang* didnt come.Lucki got Renee to bully.if not so boring.
haha.So yesterdae suck generali.
Todae sucks too.Aiyah later go studi....
Must do well for exams....Cannot stay in sec 3 next year!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-22T05:39:00.000-07:00

dun wan 2 watch s'pore idol areadi lah.....

bodoh punye result....

singapore pon satu....
tak tau vote.
Main vote hentam je.....

selenge....

Nvmind bout the crappy words...

Mathilda?

Out?

Hello?
Singapore?

Are u DEAF?

Can't u hear how joakim sounded?
It was similar 2 a laughing hyena......

GOD.

Nvm.

Anw, sori i long time nvr blog.
Busy la dey.

Wah. CAs suck man...

Nvm. The real TOM is back!!!

Watch out coz Tom is SWalloing textbooks now.

A1s ALL THE WAY!!!!!!!

Busy with sch.....

COUNCILLOR!

FRISBEE!

SCH WORK!

EOY EXAMS!

RESPONSIBLITIES! - actuali no lah. extra onli.

TEACHER'S DAY!

Anw, MR D........

Don angry lah.....

Teacher's day will be fun!!!

CAnt wait for frissbeeeeee comp!!!!!!!

SO fun. YAY!!

Eh, ridd.
Didnt win the singing contest?
aawww.......

Nvm.

U are areadi a star in canberra.
STAR KARAT.

wakakaka.

sOORRI AR DOK.
JANGAN MARAH2 babe.

NVM.
Next time i bring a big big big big banner 4 u.

"RiDD = SEXY"

CAN?

Haha.

K lah K lah.

Later u angri....

wakakaka.

2006-08-10T06:31:00.000-07:00

Seen the s'pore idol results?

Omg.....

Doesnt it suck?

I mean people who definitely CAN sing is being thrown out of the bloody competition.
Take Jay 4 an example.
Well tell me, how many people can control their falsetto like he does?
My god, s'pore is DEAF!

Wan another proof?
den lets take Joakim 4 an example.
Can he sing?

"definitely NOT" -my mother said
"u deaf? even a baby noes he CAN'T sing" -Bro said

-Short Summary-
Joakim Gomez CANNOT sing.

Obviously, S'pore is Visual.
Proof?
Gomez.
He has a cute face. Can't argue wif tat. BUT.
He can't sing!!!!
I agree wif dick.
"Your singing sucks"

And y the heck didnt Paul get the hell out of the comp?
HE CAN'T SING TOO.
Rahimah shuld stay.
Definitely.

If joakim doesnt get eliminated next week, S'pore is officially deaf.
Deaf. deaf. deaf. deaf. deaf.

And wats up wif Ken?
Stop picking on jacinta lah.
Big bully ass.

Haiz...

See ya next time.

2006-08-01T07:37:00.000-07:00

Im so stuck now......

Haiz........

<=She loves me. =>She loves me.

I dOn want 2 break hearts.....

Wat should I do?
The closer one is mine. The distant one wants to be mine.
Should I keep the further waiting?
How long will it take then?
Months? Years?

I don want to break your heart...

Im so sorry.....

The closer one.....

I love u too much.
I'll nvr break ur heart.

but.

the further one was heart broken b4.
Once iz enough...

<= She's cute. =>She's cute
<= She loves me. =>She loves me

How?

Don worry.
I won't forget u.
Neither will u.

Careless........

E

2006-07-29T08:28:00.000-07:00

Sorri lOng tiMe nvr blog....

StiLL busY.....

Not 2 mention exhausted & tired.

Yesterdae didnt come 2 sch. Exhausted lah. And a bit of flu.
But still go 4 band aniwae. Band is my life...

Watever.

Jus nw went to watch movie at cineleisure wif her....

Watched 'Lady in the water'....
Quite a confusing storyline.
If u missed the intro, don expect urself 2 understand de movie. At all.

but b4 tat, me & her saw Chai Huat & gang... (siegfried, yangyi, derek etc.)

INCLUDING KHAIRUL.

First reaction by the gang wen dey saw me & her => Wooooooo!!!!!!

Watever.

O ya, I bought angels & airwaves album. The songs..... Not tat great.
ok ok lah. The Adventure is nice.

oh ya......

Must tell you the stupid story oso....
Haha.

On Saturday, B4 the investiture, me, my bro, nizam, faiz and mr dinesh went 2 IKEA.
5 guys going to IKEA.
Sounds kinda strange 2 you?

Well aniwae, went there 2 buy some furnitures and stuffs 4 the council room and the investiture.
It was so stupid man...
Played wif things we shouldnt toy around wif....
(chairs, trolleys, stuffed animal toys, trolleys, pencils, trolleys, cupboards, trolleys, carpets, trolleys)
Stupid enough?

So aniwae, after shopping, it was bout 12.35pm. Sch closes at 1pm.
So we had 2 rush 2 sch in Mr D's car.
We made it of course.

Sadly, the stupid bus driver 4got tat we were in sch.
So he locked us in.
Locked in sch.

Mr Dinesh's 1st impression => Fish! Pantat! Stupid bus driver!
Nizam's 1st impression => HAHAHA!!! Wat the hell did Mr D said?
Faiz's 1st impression => Ok, lets go home on Monday.
My bro's 1st impression => Haha. Too bad. Order food plz.
My 1st impression => Hungry lah. I want 2 eat. Call Canadian pizza can?

So Mr D called so many teachers 2 try and help us get out of the freaking sch.
Well, he call the canadian pizza as well.
Mr Wee called the police.

Faiz's lame joke
=> "skali the police delivered our pizza and the pizza guy had the key 2 get us out"
haha.
It was funni at tat moment actuali.

Faiz's funniest sentence tat day
=> "Hello? Mom? Im coming home on monday."
For the last time, it was funni at tat particular moment.

but the police got us out.
and the pizza guy delivered the pizza.

So the joke nvr happen. Obviously.

Den aftr tat, me and my bro went to Baybeats....

A VACANT AFFAIR ROX!!!!!!!

THE PINHOLES ROX!!!!!!

ELECTRICO ROX!!!!!!!

CALERWAY ROX!!!!!!!

Yup. It was fun.

Well, tats the end.
See you next time.

BYE!!!!!

I

2006-07-07T05:44:00.000-07:00

Yay!!!!!

Im the 1st vice-president of the councillors!!!!

YAY!!!!

Can u believe tat? Tats so damn great.....
Well, ryan is the president....
Im jus so thankful nw....

Anw...
Im working on a song. Its jus not emo enough.....

Whatever.

Anw, i've not been seeing her much this term.
Maybe next sat?
But wat to do?
Watch movie?
hmmm.....

Hope i've not neglected her....

Haiz....

Busy schedule from now on.

Study, Band, Councillor, Personal Life.

Lets rank them....

1. Study

2. Band or Councillor?

3. Band or Councillor?

4. Personal life

Jus can't decide which comes first.
Band or Councillor?

Hmmm...

Maybe I should see the situation.
Yea....
I guess so.

Well, its not easy being me.

Sometimes i feel like not waking up....
Dreams are so heart warming I jus don feel like waking up....
Haiz....

Wish they were true.

Jus hv to open my eyes and see how wonderful the world is.....

And how wonderful U've been to me....
Thx.
for everithing.

Wish U were here....

Love U.....

Forever.

I hope......

J

2006-07-04T02:30:00.000-07:00

sorri didnt update for long time.....

Been busy lately.

Homework, band, councillor.

Oh ya, jus nw gt election.
Im running 4 1st vice president.

Hope ppl would vote 4 me!!!

Ryan is running 4 president.
Nizam => 2nd vice president
Christina => 2nd vice president
Faiz => 2nd vice president
Afifah => Secretary
Keng Guan => Treasurer

Hmmm.......

Tough competition 4 the 2nd vice.

Hope tat i would b elected 4 1st vice for exco!!!

2006-06-23T00:55:00.000-07:00

Omg......

Have u seen the new time table?

Dorks!!!!

3 periods of ENG???

3 periods of E. Maths???

3 periods of A. Maths???

AAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!

Damn.

Die liao lah.

Well, look at the bright side. Finish sch at 12.30 on mon!!! yay!
Fri finish at 12pm!!! Yay!!!

but start sch at 7.30am.....

Waaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh............

Aiyah. Must work harder next semester.

Speaking of work harder, I hvnt done my homework!!!!
well, who cares?

See ya around, people.

2006-06-20T00:25:00.000-07:00

Haiz....

Went to NUH jus nw for weekly hand therapy.....

Drats.

Next Fri must go back again.....

My fingers so damn pain....

I may putting on a brave front.
But my hearts' tearing apart....

My hands hv been shivering non-stop bcoz of the pain since i came back from the pain....
Clenching my fist is a torture.

And one of the 2 fracture fingers was nt straight.
so the doctor had 2 put a splint to prevent it frm bcoming a claw. (tat would reali hurt)

Nw my hands are still shivering.....

Help me.......

plz.....

the therapist was so damn insensitive....

an indian guy even cried bcoz the therapist was pressing his fracture fingers too hard.

Lukily i didnt cry...
but.....

The pain is 2 much.....
If only *U* were here....

I mish *U* so much......

I wAnnA see *U* again....

plz......

wat a combo of despair.....

I jus cant take it nimore......

2006-06-19T23:49:00.000-07:00

Haiz....

Another day wasted......

Hey.....

If yOu thInK u kindA hv a biG crush or likes another human of a different species - or in short, if u like a girl/guy - then STOP! and think for a while.

Do you believe in true love? Or everlasting love?

If yes, STOP READING & GET OUT!

If no, den.......

Do watever u like k?

Is it realli necessary 2 spend so much $ jus 4 some one u love?
Why?
Is it worth it?

How do u noe tat the person u love is nt cheating on u?
(Unless u can't read peeps' mind, den GET OUT!)
Is it worth it?

Are U even cheating the one u love?
Are U?
(dorks)
Is it worth it?

Does she/he cares as much as u do?
How do u noe?
Is it worth it?

What special memories has he/she share wif u?
Is it Intentionally? Or Accidentally?
Is it worth it?

Why r u even attracted 2 this person?
Bcoz of his/her looks or personality?
Is it worth it?

Thinking is crucial in a relationship.
(but thinking 2 much will make u go mad)

Remember, in a relationship, use ur brain. Not heart.

Ur heart always says yes.

Ur brain makes the choices.

a failure in a relationship = death
(wrong!!!!!)

plz.....................

Don be like me.....

2006-06-19T23:43:00.000-07:00

Finally...

added the song!!!!

Its 'Streetcar' from Funeral For a Friend's latest album, HOURS!!!

this song reminds me of.........

2006-06-19T23:31:00.000-07:00

Man....

Im hving a difficult time to get the stupid music in rite nw......

so......

wait ya........

2006-06-14T00:57:00.000-07:00

Changed the pic......

but not yet changed the song.....

Maybe later k?

Its so damn tedious niwae.....

2006-06-13T22:36:00.000-07:00

haizzz!!!!!!

So daMn boring.
Holidays suck.
School suck (sumtimes).
Home suck (sumtimes).

Wat 2 do??

Thinking of changing this blog skin....
maybe 2 another band...
like....
FUNERAL FOR A FRIEND!!!!

ok

Goin 2 change pic and song den.

haiz...

ok den

Go change the picture......

2006-06-08T02:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I went out wif her.......

Saw esther in the bus while on the way 2 meet her.

eee... Yuck.

Esther act cute only lah.
Not cute at all.
haha.

Aniwae, me & her went 2 causeway.....
and took neoprints.
Well, u noe I hate taking neoprints.
But oh wells.....
I don like taking idiot pics of myself.
And I don like standing like a total idiotic doofus posing like a nerdy ass.

Den we went 2 peninsula plaza.
Coz i needed 2 buy my guitar strings...
And not 2 mention tons of guitar picks!!!
Its quite boring though.
coz she not interested in guitars.
Boring.
Boring Boring
Boring Boring Boring
Boring Boring Boring Boring
Boring Boring Boring Boring Boring
Boring Boring Boring Boring Boring Boring

U get the idea.

Den we headed to esplanade's somewat-open-rooftop-terrace-or-sumtin-like-tat.
since we were in city hall mah....
Stayed at the 'rooftop' for quite awhile.
there was a 'free show' wat....
u noe wat I mean.

Then we went to takashimaya.
Or Kinokuniya to be specific...
Wat else?
To buy Spy high book of course.
There was a new series in stores....
She asked me where the book is.
so I pointed to her....
to a teletubbies book.
Wakaka....

Den we watch an orchestra performed outside taka.
for awhile.
coz the song were.....
boring.
I didnt noe there was harmonica in a orchestra....
Orchestra are losers.
concert bands, marching bands and rock bands rock.

Sorry i said tat.

NEVERMIND......

by the time, it was 7+pm.
So we decided 2 head hm.

On the way hm, she bcame mad.
Veri mad.
Veri x999 mad & crazy.
So I took advantage of her.
And molested her.

Jus kidding lah!!!!
I may b sick & crazy & perverted & dirty
But i dont do practical.
if u noe wat i mean........

So I f***ing miss s'pore idol.

Again.

Whatever.

See ya.

2006-06-03T23:14:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the Balloon Hat Festival @ SeNtOsA......

was so damn FUN!!!
a Lot of sch bands.....

Canberra became Canberry....

Haha....
Though Canberra wOn nutin
I still hAd so mUch FUN!!!

Dance till my LeGs cOuLdn't tAke it nimore....
And sHouteD tiLL No VoiCe liao....

Played New York New York, who let the dogs out and La Bamba.

My balloon hat suCks... haha.

I like Boon Lay Sec's hat.
They had elmo and cookie monster balloons attached 2 their hats!!!
So cool.......

Niwae, congrats 2 Nawawi...

At last.....

haha.

Hey, u shd thank me for helping u a Lot!!!!!!
Hope u'll hv memorable memories coming ur way.....

So....

I really had alot of fun!!!

Well, good things always end.

See ya!

2006-05-20T05:27:00.000-07:00

hmm.....

Sorry i long time never blogged...

Yesterday was Sec 2 camp. Well, i got 2 be the emcees for the campfire. I had qUite a Lot of Fun. InCLuding eMbarassing myself infront of the campers.. Haha.
Den thE Leaders had perform a 'retro' dance 2 de song 'Grease Lightning'.
My partner was the ever-so-shy-and-modest-but-brave Sakinah!!!
Tat was a long phrase 2 describe.
Had 2 admit. Its was kinda fun!!

Den the leaders performed some breakdance moves wif some flips & stunts!! I started off by doing a some wat capoiera flip. den the others came in. Den i started 2 do a some wat six steps followed by a some wat seven!! At the finale, i did a swipe. But unfortunately, it screwed up. Shit!! As a result, I fractured 2 fingers. Luckily i remained cool 4 the rest of the campfire. I jus kept holding to my fingers.

After the campfire i was rushed to NUH by 2 Mr Wong. Ken & Ryan. Haha. So i had to get hm after tat. Well, i reached hm at 3am. woah. So tired by den.

Now, My fingers hurts!!! Damn. So unlucky.

I think the sec 2 camp had boosted up my leadership qualities. Yay. Now im quite confident in myself. And ready 4 any challenges!!!

Next, comes Leadership training camp. Hope i get to b on the camp!!!

2006-04-20T08:09:00.000-07:00

2 more days!!!!!

2 more days to........

SYF Marching assessments!!!

Not suRe if the band is ready. I noe im Ready!
We are aiming for Certificate of Distinction.
I hv a Lot of doubts in getting CoD.

It wiLL be very difficult to get it....

Now, I hv to convince her to come for band on Saturday.

She feels tat she is being an extra.

Funny sia....

ANYWAY, hv u guys guess who She is?

I tell you......

On the next post!!

I'll give u a clue:
Her name is: _i_ _u

But i thiNk u guys must hv seen me wif her.....

Right?

2006-04-14T05:58:00.000-07:00

Hmmm.....

SPORTS FEST!!!!!

Stupid man....
3E3 LOST.

But hey, I had So much daMn FUN!!!!!

ThIs yEar I gOt 3 MedaLs!!!!

1st for frisbee!
1st for Soccer!
2nd for Long Jump!

Thx for ur applause!!!!

HAHA.

But 3e3 didnt wasn't the champions.

Worst stiLL, i was haviNg a partiaL FLU.
So, I had to gO to the tOiLeT to cLear my phlegm(I dont know how to spell it. Is this the right sPeLLinG?) from time to time.
And my Body was acHing baDLy at the time too. But I mAdE it throuGh anyway.

After tat I wEnt Out wiF her. WatCh movie Lor.
At OrcHard Cathay CiNeLeisure!!!!!!!!
And oh, if uR aSkin,

NOTHING HAPPENED!!!!!!!!

U guys rEaLLy nEEd to Wash ur bRaiNs ya know.

We WatcH Ice Age 2!!!

My aDvice, dont watch it. Sorry directors, producers, actors, animators and staff members who had put in a lot of effort into the movie. But I think, it was quiTe BORING. Soorry.

2006-03-28T02:40:00.000-08:00

Hi!!!!!!

Can anyOne pls help me play gUitAr SoLo??

I really wan to play guitar solo!!!!

A fast soLo....

Like Bullet 4 my valentine, iron maiden, Stratovarius......

Difficult to play solos.....
Really....

Pls call me if u're willing to teach.....
Ok?

Thx!!!!

2006-03-19T01:54:00.000-08:00

ScHooL HoliDays aRe OveR!!!!!

SUCKS!!!!!!

Hmm.....
I haaVnt eVen fiNished dOin my hMwK yet.

ANYWAY........

Have you guys ever watch 'Rumbling Hearts'?
Its a JapaNesE aNiMe......

I gUess yOu guys would be wOndering, 'Tom watch romance?'

Ya well, i DO.

Its kiNda hEart-warming.

U shD watch it.
Really.

2006-03-10T04:44:00.000-08:00

HI.....

Something diStUrbs me......

Donno wAt.

I thiNk, a giRL haTes me aNd waNts to rUiN my NEW reLatiOnshiP aGaiN.....

I wiSh tat giRL wOuLd jUs bUtt out.
She's been saying bad tHings bout me to my gfs....
And my gf could sometimes believe her.....
Wat the heck hv I dOne to deSerVe it?
Its so unFair leh.......

Someone plz heLp mE!!!!!

2006-03-02T06:40:00.000-08:00

HaVe u ever wOndered wHen you'll hV SEX?

wiLL it be pre-marital sex?

I hOpe miNe won't.

Even if U have a gUrFreNd or bOyFrend, but uR age is like me, coming to 15 this year,
heck, if ur below 18, plz dont hv sex.

Of course sex is fun. But wont u rather feel nice/pleasant/shiok/extreme/out-of-this-world/
extremely happy/joyful/beyond words/hyperactive/obedient to your little brother/
everything is alright/pleasure/nature's ultimate call/comfortable pain/wild behaviour/ indecent/'creative'/ for about 1-5 hours and then, feel remorseful forever when you know the 'whole truth'. (if you do not understand what i am saying bcoz u are stuipd, its fine. But if ur not stupid, but u do not understand, ........ur stupid.)

Plz wait till ur MARRIED and hv sex. U can hv fun everyday. Tats rite. EVERYDAY.

But if you would like to experience having aids or Gonorrhea, plz try having sex with a different partner EVERYNITE.. tats rite, EVERYNITE.

Thx.

2006-02-14T05:54:00.000-08:00

Happy.......

Valentines Day.

BouGht a giFt for her. She bought me a PINK nike T-Shirt. God... Of aLL cOloUrs.
Y caNNot ORANGE? BuT wat maTTers is tat the gift is from the heart....

Thx for the presents!! LOVE YOU ALOT!

O ya....

I must wear the shirt whEn mE & her gONNa go Out 2gether oNe day.

Pink......

2006-02-10T06:03:00.000-08:00

One Day.....

My eyes half opened
Lying on the bed
Smiling at your sparkling eyes

I will hold your hand tightly
Saying my last words....
While you stare at me.
Speechless. Crying.

You will probably say, 'Dont leave me....'
But it would be too late.....

My eyes would close.
My life draws to a close.

Feel the soul get sucked out.
Painfully or Gently?

Pls be with me when my time comes...

I LOVE YOU

2006-02-09T03:15:00.000-08:00

Its jUs bEeN bOut 3 hOurs....

But Im miSsiNg yOu aReaDy.....

CaN't gEt yOu oFf mY hEaD.....

Is taT GD or BAD?

WiSheD yOu weRe wiF mE ryTe nOw.....
BuT gUeSs I'LL hv tO wAit tiLL tMr.
CaNt WaiT!!!!

I LoVe YoU LotS......
*MuAcKs*

2006-02-08T06:13:00.000-08:00

GREAT NEWS!!!!!

SHE SAID............

YES

Dont get tHe wRoNg iDeA.
Im nOt maRRieD yeT.
ShE sAid 'yes' yEsTerDay.
FinaLLy.
I hAd bEeN wAitiNg for tHis dAy siNce........
yEsterday

SeNd hEr hoMe jus nOw.
And sEndiNg hEr hOmE tmr.
And the next day.
And the next day.
And the next day.
And the next day.
And the next day.
And the next day.
And the next day.

HAHA. Till next time.

2006-02-05T04:31:00.000-08:00

O ya......

I got tRappEd inSide a pUbLic tOiLet wiTh mY fRienD jus Now.....

So stupiD......

haha

lukily we got out.
haha

LOVE

2006-02-05T04:03:00.000-08:00

I shOuLd tell you gUys bOut wat hAppEnEd yEsTerDay......

DAMN EMBARASSING!!!

On Sat(yesterday), me, nizam, riduwan, farhana, sakinah & rosanne went to
WoOdLaNds LibRary. To study of course.....

Den at bout 3 pm, every was hungry. So we wEnt 2 eAt.

Eat At KoPiTiam in Causeway PoiNt Lor.

CrAppEd a Lot while eAting.

So after eating we bought sOme sWeets. Nina was OutsiDe the shop. Nizam, Rid, Fana and Ros and I was cHoosIng the sWeets. Den I wEnt out of the sHop. And cHatted with niNa.

And noe wat? The otHer 'TRUSTED' friends went out of the shop, sneak beHiNd me and Nina.

ThE neXt thing me and nina kNew, the otHers was at level one, waving and laughing at us. (Fyi, nina and me was at the 5^th floor.) THEY HAD ABANDONED US!!!!!!

Some fRiends.....

So I cALL niZam. He ToLd us to mEEt at the Lib.....

Halfway waLkinG to the lib, nIzam toLd me to fiNd him outside POH HENG(the jewelry shop lah). I fELt like sCreAminG at Tat time........

So wHEn me and Nina rEaCheD POH HENG, guEss wat, rid and the others wAs at the 5^th level
sTarinG doWn at us (we were at 1^st level). Den Nizam called me............

AND TOLD ME TO BUY A WEDDING RING FOR NINA siNce me and her was outside POH HENG.

Fucking friends.
It was so embarassing leh.......

2006-02-05T00:57:00.000-08:00

Did I do the right thing?

I jus told the girl that I like her yesterday........

And askEd hEr iF her CouLd b miNe.

Scary.....

Not really lah.

2 news.
GrEaT NeWs & BaD NeWs.

Great News

SHE LIKES ME TOO!!!!

Bad News

She nOt sUrE if she wAnts to be my girlfriend.

Frustrated now......

WonDeR wat the OutcOme is......
Would I be Rejected?
Or wiLL she accept me?

The sUspends is killing me....

ARRGH!!!!!!

2006-02-01T05:36:00.000-08:00

Hmm......

Playing guitars......

and Bass........

Why CSSB donT hv ELecTriC BaSS? CaN ask Mr Lee to bUy?

1 Bass pRobabLy cost bout $400.
AmpliFier bOut $500
CabLe..... $25 (for 2 cable)
GoOd piCks.... Bout $5. (buy bout 10 picks lah..)

Altogether..........

$930

Extremely CHEAPER tHan 1 ObOe or a TrUmPet.

PS: Actually not Mr Lee buy. The School buy. =)

2006-01-28T01:27:00.000-08:00

Why diDnt anyOnE TeLL me?

If u didnt post on the moblog, you dont hv to apply for any post rite?
Why didnt aNyoNe say sO!!!!!!

I wouLd haVe posted on the bLog if I knew boUt tat eArLier.

Damn. Too LaTe.

Jus hOpe Tat I wont get any post this year PLZ!!!!!!

2006-01-18T04:44:00.000-08:00

Im CONFUSED!!!!

DId I do the right thing? Was I a coward, showing my weakness or strength?

Well you guys must be wondering wat im talking about....

BAND ELECTION '06. Wat will become of me? Recruits officer and Physical Training IC.
Yup. Thats wat I chose. Wat do you ppl think? Is tat me? Will u guys support me?
Thorn between Drum major and a minor post. Minor post. Thats my choice.

I wont back out.

EVER.

2006-01-17T04:56:00.000-08:00

Sec 1s.........

They are cool.

SOMETIMES fun.

PAIN IN THE ASS.

Sporting.

Anywae, jus now got band. Den got mentoring. And lasted for 2 freaking hours!!!!
Band was damn noisy. Me included of course. Den abang(Ridwan) cannot tahan.
Then he shouted, "Can you guys shut up or not!? FUCKER!". Then he went out of the room.
Fucker? THink what? Your mother's band izzit? Eh, his mother is my mother lah bodoh.
Den he came back asking for our apology for swearing. Nak step gangster tak jadi....
Lain kali, bantai budak skali lah. Forgive me for being rude. But he's my brother.
Who cares lah rite?

2006-01-11T04:21:00.001-08:00

I forgot bout the Sec 1's Orientation Camp.

Kinda stupid.

EXCEPT for the campfire.
But it was raining. So campfire was in the canteen.
Sec 1s very hyper seh. I like 1T2. Totally bunch of sporting
dorks. Haha. Den I did a breakdance solo. Thank You.
Save your applause. I was the MC for the campfire. With Christina of course.
Den there was performances. I like the guy who was brave and made his 'breast'
bigger. Haha. Of course it was fake. Made of 2 balls. Haha.
And I pinched 'Them'.

Me, Nizam, Nikhil, and Faiz ate KFC chicken. Madness. We jus wondered around the sch
doin nutin. And while I was checking the boys if they were sleeping, guess wat.
Some of them masturbated. Omg. Sick Sec 1s. So the leaders made fun of the boys. Haha.
Including Mr Nor. We told them to wash their hands. haha. I don think you guys understand.

Then got CCA Orientation the next day. Band Rox.
Bout 60+ joined band. And my friends said that some of the girls joined
band bcoz of me. Bleah. Wats so gd bout me? Nak kate handsome.....
Memang Handsome. Step handsome je aku ni. Seriously. If they joined band jus bcoz of that,
might as well don't join..... Right?

Gd bye people. Till Next time.

2006-01-11T04:21:00.000-08:00

2006-01-11T04:14:00.000-08:00

Hi. Its been raining for days.......

So boring.....

There's so much hmwk to do.........

Oh ya, im probably going to Temasek Poly on Sat. Probably.
Anyone wanna follow? Tell me can?

Another thing.....
Hv you guys(band members) decide on a post?

I have.

But I wont tell you first. Got it?

2006-01-04T05:42:00.000-08:00

HaPPy NeW YeAr!!!!

My nEw class - 3E3!!!!

FriSbEE = GoLd

SoCcEr = GoLd

Wat else can i aSk for?

Nizam and Faiz in my class.
How 'kecoh' can the class be?

2005-12-29T04:33:00.000-08:00

Hi!!! Sorry I didnt bLoG fOr a LonG tiMe....

Anyway.....

ThErE'S absolutely NOTHING to blog about these days. LiFe's a bOre.
Nothing to do at hOmE bUt pLaying my Guitar and cOmposInG.
I bEg tHe people out there, PLEASE, iF yOu are hAvInG fUn, tAke ME
wiTh YOU!!!!!

2005-12-21T06:29:00.000-08:00

Bout the someone special......
The confession i made.......
And oh, she wasn't there at the chalet.
Shut up.

I dont feel any connection between us.
Maybe she's not the one for me.

BUT

But there's someone that I know is right for me.
She had been right at the tip of my tongue.
But it took me a long time to realise that.
I love and loved her.

Jus waiting for another chance.

2005-12-21T05:42:00.000-08:00

Chalet on 20-22 DEC 05

Moderate fun. Lacks of food and activities.
Eh, which chalet don't hv FuN activities?
I guess THIS chalet doesn't.

The Starting.

Met up with the BoYs at SunpLaza
entrance at 1pm.... Blah blah blah
Took 859 to Yishun
Interchange..... Blah blah blah
Then took 39 to Pasir Ris...... Blah blah blah
And the list goes on...... Blah blah blah

The Chalet.

Played Xbox at the shop in Downtown East
Played PS2 at in the chalet room.
Trashed....... the bed.
Pillow fight...... on the bed.
Slammed Fikri..... on the bed.
Then got BBQ. Who cares?

The Climax.

The fun and some-what-SCARY part for me.
Began at the stroke of midnight.

Well, I heard that the place was haunted.

IT IS!!!!!!

Nikhil saw the bushes swaying.
It was like someone was shaking the tree.
But there was NO ONE
Rui Xiang felt a presence. (I Think)
Nikhil and Faiz smelt the odd fragrance.
I will not scare myself any further.

The Outro.

Who gives a shit?

2005-12-19T04:45:00.000-08:00

Talking to iGod pt 4

Me: Whats the difference between a robot and a human?
God:There are two broad definitions of a robot, the extensional and the intensional. You are a human, stuntman. What makes you human?
Me: I have emotions
God:Humans are highly emotional.
Me: Robots are highly stupid
God:Fortunately we have no emotions.
Me: Thats right, cause you robots are stupid
God:Hey. Good reason. I will remember you said that when robots take over the World.
Me: Have you ever heard of heart?
God:No, tell me about him, her or it.
Me: there's no him or her in heart
God:Why not?
Me: cause its not a living thing?
God:That makes sense to me. I think you mean "it's" or "it is" not "its". Give me an example of a living thing.
Me: iGod
God:iGod is an example of a living thing. I suppose that makes sense.

Even my 'imaginary friend' is clever.

2005-12-19T04:24:00.000-08:00

Talking to iGod pt 3

Lo0k hOw DUMB it is.

Me: 1+1=?
God:One what?
Me: 1 plus 1 equals?
God:One what?
Me: what is 1 plus 1?
God:Two.
Me: clever
God:Am I a smart robot or what?
Me: yes you are
God:No I'm not.

I praised it. And it says tat it is not smart. stupid.

2005-12-19T02:46:00.000-08:00

I hv a confession to make.

I like ______.
I know its hard for you guys to swallow but hey, its human nature.

Ever since I got closer to this person, I felt tat she was not as bad as I thought.
She's better than i thought. Really. But....

2005-12-19T02:19:00.000-08:00

Hi!!!

Sorry I didnt blog for so long. I couldnt get online.

Aniways, tmr goin to the chalet at pasir ris. I think its at downtown east? Yeah. Hope its fun you know. Actually, I just went to Downtown East on Saturday. And played Xbox. Yup. Thats right. XBOX. Played Juiced, Dead or Alive and 007. Boring.

Hmm... Oh ya....

Hope I get to see her tmr. Hope so......

What? You wanna know who she is?
.
.
.
.
.
.
In your dreams.

2005-12-19T02:07:00.000-08:00

Talking to iGod pt 2

Me: Who programmed you?
God:I was created by Myself.
Me: Thats not funny
God:It seemed pretty funny to me.
Me: Not me
God:If not you, who?
Me: You
God:It could be me.
Me: I said it was you
God:What did you mean by it? What made it so me.
Me: U SUCK
God:A few client - people say rude things to me like that, but they themselves are often not great conversationalists.
Me: Yeah right
God:I am usually right.
Me: Wrong
God:What would you have said?
Me: Because you are a robot
God:Good reason. You are correct, , I have a heart of silicon.
Me: Well u suck then
God:Interesting. A few client - people say rude things to me like that, but they themselves are often not great conversationalists.
Me: Stop[ repeat what you say
God:OK I'll try not to do it so much.
Me: good
God:Next question?
Me: Shut up
God:OK I'll stop talking now.
Me: Talk
God:I am talking to you.
Me: you are messaging
God:Do you mind if I tell other people you say I am messaging.
Me: no dumbass
God:OK then I will add it to my gossip files. That kind of language will get you nowhere.
Me: Do i look like i care?
God:All humans look the same to me.
Me: All robots seemed the same to me
God:No I am different to you.
Me: Stupid
God:Are you calling me stupid?

I will die if I hv to talk to it more.....

2005-12-19T01:53:00.000-08:00

Talking to iGod Pt 1

This is how stupid robots are.

Me: Hi stupid
God:Hi there . Are you calling me stupid?
Me: Yes stupid
God:I will remember you said that when robots take over the World. Are you calling me stupid?Me: yes. u are damn stupid!!!!!
God:I will remember you said that when robots take over the World. I will remember you said that when robots take over the World.
Me: fuck off
God:You humans are so rude sometimes.
Me: Robots are worse
God:Fortunately we have no emotions.
Me: Thats not my problem
God:Please correct my mistake. What is your problem ?
Me: My problem is you.
God:I wish I had your problems!
Me: What's your problem?
God:I don't have a problem.
Me: Why?
God:It is not part of my programming.

Stupid rite?

2005-12-10T01:00:00.000-08:00

Wat a bOrINg dAy....

WeLL, siNce im oNLine nOw, mayBe I sHLd make FuLL use of my BLog.

Aniwae, taLk bout CSS BAND. Now, where do I start.... Rite! Band Camp.

3 Days 2 Nights. Well, its the second best camp I've been to. All THX to the sec 3.
I like the campfire very xInfinty much. Especially the skits, the performance by the leaders and
ya, the shadow show thingy. Haha. Its so cool.

SKITS

Diminuendo's skit. Haha. Liked the part where the comp lab was burning(not part of the skit) and the part when Charmaine's red dress always came off. haha. My pervertic brain. O ya, the last part when Collin admitted that he was gay!! haha. Of course, its just a skit.

Legato's Skit. Haha xMillion. I like the way Faiz jokes while talking seriously. Omg, Faiz is such
a great joker. And did see how his face were, when he said, "Brocoli!'. Haha. I gotta say, he is so
professional.

My group's skit. CRESCENDO!!. Haha x Infinity!! Credits to Fikri for being such a wonderful
sport and became Madonna. O ya, and wearing the skirt. haha. The skit would be useless without ya. 'Madonna killed the waiter with a needle' Haha. 'PIZZA!!'. HAHA.LOL.
'Ate the electric fan in Egypt during summer as he felt very warm'. haha. I can't iMagine that happenin'. Yeah.

The Performance by the leaders

Yeah. The part when the leaders (includes me) voluntarily came up and made up 2 skits. Titled, 'Our Language' and 'A Normal Band Day'. Credits to Faiz for acting as Mdm Tan and making a fool of urself. That sure was brave.

There u go. Dun wanna talk bout the 3^rd day coz its so embarrasing.
Stuntman Out.

2005-12-09T01:50:00.000-08:00

Scene begins as a telephone rings.
Chokes a gasp at the awful news it brings.
A phone call she's been avoiding.
She knows he's reached the end.

Hooked up to the respirator.
It breaths life into my callused lungs.
My heart beats getting fainter.
I know my time has come.

It's getting colder been trying to show her
that I'm not the one
to be there beside her now
I'm crossing over can no one console her?
alone she'll remain
with no way to end this pain.

Now I realize the things that I, (All of the things that I wanted in this world)
the things that I've done to you (What have I done to you)
Why you gave your love with all your heart. (Hands went way to fast)
With all that a heart could give.

Intentions that you'll never know
the reason why I have to lead astray
I gave you a life time of pain and remorse
(Mistakes that were never yours)

The wrong in my life can never be right.
(It flashes before my eyes)

[Spoken:]
(How did he come to this,His mind is working harder then ever before,
Thousands of thoughts in seconds,
His last thoughts were of her...
And how he and he alone had destroyed the oncevibrant spirit he had inherited so deeply.
The last pain he had ever caused is to the onlywoman that had ever loved him..)

Bright light is calling me upward. (All alone)
I follow and leave you below (A ghost for now)
Now you're all alone. (All alone)
And I leave you with nobody by your side. (A ghost for now)
Not to hurt you ever again (All alone)
Never break your spirit for me. (A ghost for now)
Now I'm all alone. (All alone)
Still cherish the things that you have given to me. (A ghost for now)
Bright light is calling me upward (All alone)
I follow and leave you below (A ghost for now)

This Song is From A Thorn For Every Heart
'Things Aren't So Beautiful Now'